Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of FootBillany, George
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Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of Foot
Billany, George
Great Britain -- History, Military -- 1789-1820; Soldiers -- Biography; Soldiers -- Religious life
If any read this narrative who are putting off the concerns of their
immortal souls to a death-bed, and are deluding themselves with the
notion, that the distress of a sick-bed and the fear of death will break
the power of sin in their hearts, and that they will then repent and
believe; while you think this, you show that you do not know what
repentance and faith are; for, did you know what they are, you would
already have repented and believed. You can not know them until you are
in actual possession of them. Your conduct is, therefore, ignorant and
presumptuous. Faith and repentance are present duties; and if you will
not repent of your sins _now_, and believe in the Lord Jesus Christ for
salvation, what security have you that you will do so hereafter? you may
be brought to a sick-bed; and there the approach of death, and the fear
of hell, and remorse of conscience, arising out of convictions of sin,
may greatly alarm you; but this will not change your heart, nor save
your soul. Such a state of mind is neither repentance nor conversion.
How often was I in danger, and imagined I repented; and, when I was at
the point of death, I thought I had repented in truth. But my conduct
after I had recovered showed that I had deceived myself; and had I died
in the state I then was in, I must have perished. When you are laid on a
sick-bed, you may find that you have no hope of heaven if you die at
present; you may wish to recover, that you may change your conduct; you
may cry to God to spare you; but he may not hear you; and when you see
that death is actually approaching, you may be driven to despair, and
die without hope: or, in order to calm a troubled conscience, you may
persuade yourselves, that you have repented, and that, as you are not
allowed to live, God will accept of the sincerity of your repentance;
and you may thus "go down to the grave with a lie in your right hand."
But if you despise the offer of a Saviour now, and put off these things
to a death-bed, which many never see, but are called suddenly out of the
world, the probability is, that when you are actually laid upon it,
however old you may be, and however evident the approach of your latter
end may be to all who see you, you will not think you are going to die
_yet_, but will still indulge the hope of longer life;--until death lays
his cold hand on your heart, and closes your eyes for ever on a present
world.
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