Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of FootBillany, George
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Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of Foot
Billany, George
Great Britain -- History, Military -- 1789-1820; Soldiers -- Biography; Soldiers -- Religious life
good order; when the enemy's column, having adjusted itself under the
brow of the hill, showed itself anew, and came forward to the attack. We
again opened our fire upon them, which they returned; but after the
second or third round, they again retreated as before, leaving a still
greater number of sharp-shooters, who ranged themselves along the edge
of the descent of the hill, which in part concealed them from us, but
allowed them to have a fair view of our line, upon which they kept up a
destructive fire. We returned a straggling fire upon them from the line,
having no sharp-shooters in front to engage them.
When on the way back to the army, previously to entering upon this
action, the state of my mind was rather different from what it had been
before. I prayed earnestly for protection: but having so often failed in
the promises I had made, I was afraid to make any more. I began to be
diffident of myself. I did not plead with God on the promise of future
amendment, but prayed for mercy. I used indeed the name of Christ; but
had no right understanding, either of the true nature of the atonement
for the guilt of sin, by his blood, or of his righteousness to justify
the ungodly. My confidence was not placed in them for acceptance with
God; but should death be the issue, I cast myself, with trembling
hesitation, on his general mercy, and that with more resignation than
formerly. I confessed my past failures, and prayed that if God was not
pleased to preserve me unhurt, but if I was to be wounded, it might be
in a merciful way; and that, if death was to be the issue, my sins might
be pardoned. This was my prayer on entering the action, and as we had
intervals of firing, I repeated it. But great as my fear of death was, I
never thought of attempting to avoid it, by flinching from my duty as a
soldier in such times of danger. I looked upon such conduct as sinful,
and dared not seek present safety by an increase of guilt. I was also
convinced, that cowardice was attended with the greatest danger, and
that our greatest safety lay in every one doing his duty with steady
courage. I had fired about twelve rounds, when the sun was beginning to
appear in the horizon, and was in the act of ramming another cartridge,
when a shot from one of the sharp-shooters, struck upon the inner ancle
bone of my left foot; it turned round the back of the leg, passing
between the sinew of the heel and the leg bone, and lodged just under
the skin, a little above the bone of the outer ancle. It was there that
I felt the pain. I was stunned with the stroke; but from the part in
which I felt the pain, I did not think it was a ball, but that a large
shot or shell, having struck some of the stones that were lying in the
rear, a splinter from them had hit me in the back of the leg: I loaded
my piece, and then, on lifting up my leg to see what was the matter, saw
a musket-shot hole in the half-gaiter, and some appearance of blood. I
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