Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of FootBillany, George
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Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of Foot
Billany, George
Great Britain -- History, Military -- 1789-1820; Soldiers -- Biography; Soldiers -- Religious life
I had not been in Rosetta above a fortnight, when my wound again
inflamed and mortified in a most alarming degree; the leg swelled
excessively, and the wound became large and jet black, with a most
offensive smell. I was very much alarmed; I beheld many dying, whose
wounds were in a similar state, and some of them apparently not so bad;
the severity of pain deprived me of appetite: nor could I so much as
drink the wine that was allowed me. The pain continued to increase; the
discharge from the wound was great; I was reduced to a skeleton, and my
strength was failing fast; I was at the gates of death; and, with
eternity before me, I was destitute of that discernment of the merits
and grace of the Great Redeemer, which alone can form a sure ground of
confidence, and a true source of consolation to a poor sinner, ready to
perish. I again reflected on my past life, and accused myself of want of
firmness in my resolutions. I thought God had now afflicted me in order
to make me hate sin, and love righteousness; and that were I again
restored to health, and free from pain, nothing in this world would be
able to make me leave my duty: and I flattered myself that what I had
now suffered had destroyed the love of sin in my heart. Under this
persuasion, being in agony through the severity of pain, I exclaimed,
"Lord, let it suffice thee, for it is enough; take but thine hand from
me this once!" Although this was not a prayer becoming a sinner ready to
perish, which ought to have been a supplication for mercy for the sake
of Christ; yet God was pleased in his compassion to grant me the thing I
sought. He did remove his hand, and spare my life; the mortification,
after having raged about three weeks, subsided; the putrid flesh began
to fall away; the burning pain left the wound; and in about ten days it
was clean; but the mortification had detached, and wholly destroyed, the
greater part of the tendon of the heel. I now looked upon myself as one
that had been rescued from the grave, and the occurrences that took
place immediately, tended still more strongly to impress this upon my
mind. The wound of my comrade, who had been serviceable to me when I was
so ill, as I began to mend, grew worse, inflamed, and in a few days,
nearly the whole of the calf of his leg was one putrid mass. A
blood-vessel burst in it during the night; but he was in such pain, that
he was not sensible of the bleeding, which continued until day break;
when the floor under and around his bed was covered with blood. The
surgeon was sent for, to whom he said, "I believe Sir, I have been
bleeding to death in the night time, and was not sensible of it." The
bleeding had now ceased, but he was so weak that he was unable to speak;
and he died in a few hours, and was carried out and buried. The
Saviour's words, "One shall be taken and the other left," struck me
forcibly in these circumstances: when my comrade, who was so shortly
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