Narrative of My Captivity Among the Sioux IndiansKelly, Fanny
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Narrative of My Captivity Among the Sioux Indians
Kelly, Fanny
Dakota Indians -- History; Dakota Indians -- Wars -- 1862-1865; Indian captivities -- West (U.S.); Kelly, Fanny, 1845-1904
I stood and marked every change with that poetical feeling of pleasant
sadness which a beautiful sunset rarely fails to awaken in the breast
of the lover of nature. I noted every change that was going on, and yet
my thoughts were far, far away. I thought of the hundreds of miles that
separated me from the friends that I loved. I was recalling the delight
with which I had, when a little girl, viewed the farewell scenes of
day from so many romantic hills, and lakes, and rivers, rich meadows,
mountain gorge and precipice, and the quiet hamlets of my dear native
land so far away. I fancied I could see my mother move to the door,
with a slow step and heavy heart, and gaze, with yearning affection,
toward the broad, the mighty West, and sigh, wondering what had become
of her lost child.
I thought, and grew more sad as I thought, until tears filled my eyes.
Mother! what a world of affection is comprised in that single word; how
little do we in the giddy round of youthful pleasure and folly heed
her wise counsels; how lightly do we look upon that zealous care with
which she guides our otherwise erring feet, and watches with feelings
which none but a mother can know the gradual expansion of our youth
to the riper years of discretion. We may not think of it then, but it
will be recalled to our minds in after years, when the gloomy grave,
or a fearful living separation, has placed her far beyond our reach,
and her sweet voice of sympathy and consolation for the various ills
attendant upon us sounds in our ears no more. How deeply then we regret
a thousand deeds that we have done contrary to her gentle admonitions!
How we sigh for those days once more, that we may retrieve what we have
done amiss and make her kind heart glad with happiness! Alas! once
gone, they can never be recalled, and we grow mournfully sad with the
bitter reflection.
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