When asked if she could read, she answered, "Yes; when I was young I
learned to spell a little, but I did not know how to put the words
together, till I went to the Clarkson school. There I learned to read;
and though I can't read all the hard words in the Bible, I can read
Matthew and John very well." A representation of the crucifixion of
Christ hanging over the chimney-piece, she pointed to it, and explained
it very intelligibly, remarking that, "To Mary, who was kneeling near
the cross, it was said, 'Woman, behold thy Son,' and to one of those
standing by, 'Behold thy Mother.'"
This representation appeared to afford her much interest in
contemplating it, though she looked only to the Lord for consolation,
and several times, while giving this account, testified of His goodness
and mercy to her; saying, "It is the Lord's will that I should be so
comfortably provided for. When I was younger, and worked so steadily,
the people used to say, 'Belinda, what do you work so hard for, and lay
up money? you have no children to take it when you are gone.'
"I did not know then, but the Lord knew that I was to live a great
while, and He put it into my heart to do so, and now I have plenty, and
trouble nobody for a living. I am unwell this morning, but by and by,
when I feel better, I intend to clean up. I used to live very snug and
comfortable; I can't get anybody now to put up my things for me so well
as I can do it for myself." Her bed had curtains, and appeared to have
comfortable covering on it. She had a looking-glass, an arm-chair, a
carpet on her floor, and other necessary furniture.
She further said, "When I was able, I went often to see the sick, and
the suffering poor, and do something for them, and I sometimes prayed
by their bedside;" and added, "I believe the Lord heard my prayers."
Placing her hands in an attitude of supplication, and turning her eyes
upward, "I often pray now, and I leave it to Him, and He gives me
what I pray for. If He thinks it best for me to live longer yet, I am
willing to stay; and if He thinks best to take me away, I am ready to
go."
On being asked how old she was, she replied, "When Peter Williams was
going to Hayti, and he came to see me and bid me farewell, he said,
'Belinda, I have been calculating your age, as near as I can from
circumstances, and I believe you are about a hundred years old.' I
thought I was older, but I suppose he must be correct.
"I used to work for the rich folks, and they seemed to love me, and
treated me very kindly. Mrs. T----, and Mrs. H----, and many others,
have been to see me a great many times. Mr. Livingston, the lawyer, who
died at Washington, you remember--with his first wife's father, Mr.
Kittletas, I lived, and of him I bought my freedom. And when I went to
Mr. Livingston's, he would say, 'Why, Belinda, you have a long life of
it here.' I would say, 'Yes, master, the Lord knows, but I don't, why I
stay so long'--but, dear man, he is gone!"
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