Nature's year : $b The seasons of Cape CodHay, John
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Nature's year : $b The seasons of Cape Cod
Hay, John
Natural history -- Massachusetts -- Cape Cod; Natural history -- Outdoor books
March is complex and March is in a rage, though I begin to feel a
universal response, a gradual turn, in the ground, through the trees,
down by the shore as the wind changes from tearing things loose to a
peaceful low breathing. I smell salt things on the edge of motion,
balanced on a tip of allowance. I hear what I am unable to see,
stirring, tuning up across the land. The response may be hesitant or
bold, delayed or premature, but it is coming. There is knowledge around
me, even purpose, whether or not it is working in mindless ways. When
I see sunlight playing on a blade of grass, I see the component parts
of wisdom. Then the grass joins the squirrel in its dance. Eels join
men in restlessness and speculation.
_An Extravagance_
We built a small concrete pool on our place, which is locally known as
Dry Hill, and so brought the life of water a little closer to us. In
the summertime the pool nurtures a migrant population of green frogs. I
have put nothing in it except some sunfish that subsequently died, so
that the occasional signs of new life it shows, like a water strider,
or some nymph or larva of an insect that flew by and deposited its
eggs, always strikes me as a dispensation from the sky. It is a proof
of life’s pressing, inescapable need to drive into every opening.
Thinking of draining the pool and cleaning it out for the approach of
spring, I find a life so surprising and sudden as to take all human
propriety out of my system. There, on the brown, algae-fringed edge
of the pool, something moves, telling me that this well of water is
more than ornamental. Light olive-colored insects, scum-covered,
goggle-eyed, stalk on the edge, or skate very slowly through the
water--the strangest kind of revelation. What could I clean up now
without a sense of shame?
The dragonfly larva, or nymph, which turns into an adult after a series
of molts, is a fantastic-looking creature. I take one out of the pool
and put it in a jar for observation. What I observe has no familiar
meaning for me. It stays motionless, except when the jar is moved. I
wonder again, as I did with a robber fly in the summer, what an insect
is. Is it only a stereotyped pattern on the changing screen of nature?
This one exhibits itself as a sort of embodied suspension, careless of
death or time, like the process of evolution itself. There is no hurry.
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