Neæra: A Tale of Ancient RomeGraham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
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Neæra: A Tale of Ancient Rome
Graham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
Rome -- History -- Empire, 30 B.C.-476 A.D. -- Fiction
‘What binds you to Surrentum? Come to Rome—there will be greater scope for
your talents, and fortune will flow in upon you.’
‘Ah, yes, father!’ cried Neæra eagerly, with delight in her eyes; ‘and
then we shall be nigh—everything persuades you—you cannot say anything
against it—you know you cannot!’
She caressed him, once more, in her soft, loving manner, which never
failed to fill the heart of her lover with secret pleasure, but Masthlion
put her off as gently as before.
‘The aging tree is not removed as easily as the young sapling,’ he said.
‘No! this is not a fate which befalls thy mother and myself alone: it
follows all those who live long enough to see their bantlings grow out of
childhood—others have to bear it, so must we. Go whither your duty calls
you; your lives have to be moulded, ours are not so lightly altered. And
when your husband weds you, child, you become of his station—we know
better than to follow you, to your disparagement.’
‘You do us little honour by that speech, Masthlion,’ said Martialis; ‘had
I been of such a mean mind I would never have suggested what I have done.’
‘You are both young, and cannot see as far as we older people,’ replied
Masthlion.
‘I am glad of it, then, if it were to see such ignoble conduct. What say
you, Neæra?’
The girl’s head was hanging on her breast in painful thought. ‘Could I be
ashamed of my own parents?’ she said.
The potter’s face clouded deep and he went away to the window, where he
turned his back on the lovers, and looked into the garden in silent
reflection.
Martialis stepped to Neæra’s side, and so they remained without a word for
some time. A struggle was proceeding in Masthlion’s breast, and his lips
were moving as he communed with himself. ‘Shall she be told?’ he thought;
‘would she lose me, or still cling to me? We have reared and tended
her—new ways beget new ideas—it is idle to say we will be thus and thus
until the time try us. To go, and find ourselves despised hereafter,
perchance, would be a crueller thing than to remain here forgotten and
forsaken. Must she be told? She knows nothing, or is ever like to know—how
then can it matter to her if she be left in ignorance? But am I not
selfish? Would it be just? I am afraid—it is fear; for the knowledge would
sign her relief at once. Even if she still clung to me, how would he, a
noble‐born knight, take it? Yet, if she could disown me, after all our
life of love and companionship, what is there honest or good in the
world?’
A half‐smothered groan broke from his lips in the tension of his feelings.
He drowned it with a forced cough, and turned round. He looked upon the
lovers standing in their fond attitude. They were a handsome pair, and the
one not a whit unworthy of the other in any degree.
‘Well, Masthlion, have you decided?’ said Martialis. ‘Have you dismissed
your suspicion from your mind? You have hurt me by it, believe me!’
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