Neæra: A Tale of Ancient RomeGraham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
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Neæra: A Tale of Ancient Rome
Graham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
Rome -- History -- Empire, 30 B.C.-476 A.D. -- Fiction
He ever found the contrast, morally and physically, to be wellnigh
complete. As before, but now with tenfold more vividness, his mind spanned
the intervening distance and dwelt upon the fair girl he had left but a
short time before. It acted like the sudden transition from the oppressive
glow of a tropic dream steeped in narcotic odours, to the waking freshness
and cool relief of a breezy dawn. Neæra’s image, ever ready to his
invocation, rose before him in its changeless purity and sweetness, its
noble dignity and calmness, and purged his spirit of the grosser
intoxication which burdened it.
While yet his mind was agitated by such fleeting emotions and reflections,
it was vaguely burdened with pain and dread, on account of the vehement
nature of the self‐willed woman before him. He was simple and chivalrous;
and as he thought how she, who could command so much, had dared everything
to follow him to this spot for the sake of an unfortunate attachment, his
heart ached with pain and pity—all the more as she was doomed to
disappointment. The only return she could accept he was unable to make,
and the fact of his entire innocence brought him no comfort.
Such was the main current of his thoughts in the short pause which
followed on the passionate words of Plautia. In his simple, soldier way,
he would rather have been summoned to face a legion single‐handed than be
under the necessity of administering the _coup‐de‐grace_ to the dearest
hopes and wishes of a woman. Her posture was at the moment half‐reclining
against his breast.
‘You are cruelly silent,’ she murmured in his ear. ‘Shame! Would you have
me say more?’
‘You have done me great honour—great and unexpected,’ he answered,
stammering with embarrassment; ‘but I was not prepared to meet such a
surprise. If I am confused there is an excuse for it. I thought—and yet,
no—I do not know. That I should have held such place in your regard is
almost beyond my belief, and I should be little surprised to discover that
Plautia is beguiling a tedious evening with a frolic. If so, I shall laugh
with as much zest as herself.’
‘O brave frolic for a shallow wit!’ she cried vehemently; ‘and how am I to
go about to convince thee, if thou hast not already been convinced? Do I
merit no worthier words than those, Martialis?’
‘I made no assertion,’ said the Centurion. ‘If I am answerable for my
utterances just for the time, I probably meant no more than to point out
more effectively my feelings of astonishment and incredulity as to what
has befallen me this night.’
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