Neæra: A Tale of Ancient RomeGraham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
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Neæra: A Tale of Ancient Rome
Graham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
Rome -- History -- Empire, 30 B.C.-476 A.D. -- Fiction
‘Well, well, I deserved it, at least. I was a man possessed with an idea
and no money—an unlucky combination for mortals who are obliged to eat to
live. I learnt my trade as a youth, and one day in my master’s shop I
chanced upon a piece of refuse glass of peculiar quality. I showed it to
my master, but he scarcely looked at it. He was a man of no ideas beyond
his daily work. There was that about this piece of glass, however, which
set me thinking, and filled me with an idea of such strength as to be
called infatuation. It has been like a stone of Sisyphus to me till this
day, and now I have conquered it. For twenty‐five years I have worked to
discover the secret of that stray piece of glass, more or less
madly—eagerly—according to circumstances, but always constantly. My
father, when he died, left me a little hoard of money. Then I left my
master and built a workshop of my own. It was then, too, I married my
sweetheart; and like a young, eager, hot‐blooded, thoughtless lad, would
have laughed to scorn the notion of a space of twenty‐five years being
necessary to the working out of my problem, had it been told to me at that
time. “Come,” I said to myself, “my money will keep us a couple of years,
and by that time, I shall have found out my secret, and fortune will lie
before me.” In two years I was as far off the end as ever—do you remember,
Tibia? In three years I was further still, for we had struggled on, in
vain hope that each day would solve the mystery, and my patrimony had come
to an end in the process. Every experiment was as futile as the one before
it, and I had become numb even to bitter disgust and despair. Ah, and how
I worked! Night and day—it was like a fever dream. And you, Tibia, would
come to help—it was your presence that helped more than your hands, wife.
Then came the day when the last coin had been spent in fuel for the
furnace, and the experiment had failed as miserably as all the others
before it. It was dusk as I tested my work and found it wanting, and I sat
down stupid and sick. I began to dream horribly, or else a fever had
reached my brain. I sat there like a helpless log, as if bound hand and
foot, whilst the walls seemed to dance around me in a giddy whirl, and the
roof to rear up and swoop down upon me with a frightful sensation that
will live in my memory till I die. Then in that dread hour it was you who
crept in beside me. Yet you did nothing but lay your hand silently on
mine, and that saved me. You remember it, Tibia?—I cried like a girl. I
was overwrought in mind and body. I was like the steel blade which is
strained in a curve beyond its strength, and then snaps, to spring and
quiver no more. That night we begged our supper, and next morning I rose
another being. I was a dreaming youth no longer, and I set to work to make
pots like my dull master, and allow my phantasy to find its opportunities
for indulgence, when time and means allowed. I did not do this from change
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