Neæra: A Tale of Ancient RomeGraham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
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Neæra: A Tale of Ancient Rome
Graham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
Rome -- History -- Empire, 30 B.C.-476 A.D. -- Fiction
In half an hour she was again within her room, attempting a perusal of her
book. But, though her eyes rested on the letters, she never read twenty
lines. Very soon she was again wandering here and there, aimlessly and
wearily, under the influence of her disturbed thoughts. Presently she
found herself standing before the mirror of her dressing‐room, gazing at
her reflected face with an unconscious and preoccupied stare. Becoming
attentive, or waking up, as it were, she noticed that either the fresh
breeze out‐of‐doors, or else the ferment of her mind, or both combined,
had more than restored the rich warmth of colour which was the crown of
her vivid type of beauty. Its brilliance was, perhaps, even a trifle more
than customary; yet it was magnificent, and no one understood that better
than herself. She drew herself up, folded her arms across her ample bosom,
and smiled sidelong at herself with proud satisfaction. A new idea had
possessed her, and she nodded approvingly to herself. Her black orbs
sparkled with a careless, reckless light. One passion had ruled her, but
that was all over. She had drunk to the dregs of the anguish which
stimulates despair, and she would meet Caesar on his own ground. Wearied
and harassed beyond her patience by the disappointment which poisoned her
thoughts, and which was yet increased by the unaccustomed restriction and
monotony of her position, she rushed from the idea of remaining passively
watching. With the recklessness of a gamester who has lost all, she would
go boldly forth. To act on the aggressive, with such potent weapons as her
wit and beauty, would be more likely to achieve her liberty, than standing
defiantly at bay in the corner of a cage. It might, moreover, bring her
more than mere liberty. She knew not what fate might have in store for
her; and, in truth, she cared little. At least she might calculate upon
the relief of some amount of novelty and excitement. It is better to die
in a dash for liberty, than to lie and rot away in a dungeon.
It was then resolved. She would recover from her indisposition, and appear
at Caesar’s supper‐table, wreathed with smiles and graciousness. It might
be called a feminine masked reconnaissance in force.
She, therefore, caused her intention to become known to the domestics when
the hour for supper approached; and through them it was conveyed to the
Imperial ears. To arm herself was the next and most important business.
Her own wardrobe, under the circumstances of her visit, was most humble
and scanty; but, in the plentiful supply already alluded to, she had
neither difficulty nor scruple in selecting an attire to her satisfaction.
The protracted and minute process of the toilet completed, she stood forth
brilliant, peerless, and resistless. The admiration of the women broke
forth in murmurs as she swept on in the wake of Zeno and his people, who
had come to marshal her to table.
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