Neæra: A Tale of Ancient RomeGraham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
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Neæra: A Tale of Ancient Rome
Graham, John W. (John William), active 1886-1887
Rome -- History -- Empire, 30 B.C.-476 A.D. -- Fiction
‘She will go straightway and lock herself up alone, to give it all vent,’
he thought to himself, with a grin, ‘and quite right that she should know
the flavour of what she deals so liberally to others.’
What the knight thus shrewdly conjectured was actually the course which
Plautia followed. No sooner had she quitted him, than, impatiently
refusing all the attentions of her women, she closed the door upon them,
and gave a full rein to the feelings which choked her.
Furious resentment against the betrayer of her confidence was uppermost;
and reflection on the consequences of publicity was maddening to one whose
intense pride had never been thwarted in any particular. She would now be
haunted by the covert smile, the half‐hidden sneer and giggle, though
masked by the obsequious court and service which hung upon her nod. She
shook her clenched fists in dull fury.
It was the nervous dread of this which formed the obstacle to her burning
desire of making personal inquiries into the extent of the evil. To watch
the smile on a menial’s face in answer to her questions, would be truly
insupportable; but, more than all, would her pride disdain to betray the
least token that the matter gave her concern, even to the extent of a
simple question. The thoughts, therefore, which remained to comfort her in
some degree, may easily be perceived. Her fevered mind was filled with the
form of the imagined author of her trouble. ‘Coward, coward!’ she muttered
from time to time, in the accents of the deepest rage and contempt, though
once or twice it fell whispered from her lips, like an echo of reproach
and despair, rounded by a half‐hysterical sob.
But all such passing weaknesses were swallowed up in the overpowering
resentment which thirsted for revenge. What mischief had already been done
it was impossible to remedy. Nothing was left to her but a counter scheme,
which might eventually enable her to cry quits. With this intention in
full possession of her mind she paced the room, yet was without a
sufficiently plausible idea to work upon, when the customary invitation to
the supper‐table of Caesar arrived. Her first impulse was to remain in
seclusion, but, on second thoughts, she reproached herself with want of
courage, and determined to boldly accept her position at once. The hour
for the meal being near at hand, she summoned her attendants for the
business of her toilet.
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