Neighbourhood: A year's life in and about an English villageEdwardes, Tickner
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Neighbourhood: A year's life in and about an English village
Edwardes, Tickner
Country life -- England
How fast time flies you can never truly estimate until you go step and
step with it through the summer woods and fields. In a sense,
town-life—where there is so much of permanence in environment—puts a drag
on time, and not seldom pulls it up altogether. Moreover, in towns time
is estimated by events, by experiences. You hear a great musician, see a
great play, look on at some magnificent pageant, or are shocked by some
catastrophe; and straightway there is half a lifetime of emotion thrust
between two strokes of the clock. By so much in very truth your life has
been lengthened; for it is the intensity of living that counts in the
civic tale of years. If you find an old man not only declaring that he
has lived long, but believing it, it is a great chance but he tells you
so in the close-clipped cockney tongue of the town.
And yet it is better to live in some far-away country nook like
Windlecombe, and be reminded with every gliding summer hour that time
flies and life is short, if only because of the undoubted fact that such
a frame of mind carries a belief in eternal youth as a necessary
implication. Between life’s dawn and the dusk of its western sky, there
is literally no time to grow old in a natural, aboriginal environment.
So inextricably interwoven are the threads of human existence and that of
the green world round about, that the annual rejuvenation of the one
infallibly communicates itself to the other. With every spring we start
life afresh. Though we may live to threescore years and ten, we are
children still; and come upon death at last like an unexpected gust at a
corner, old age unrealised to the very end.
In the weeks that are closing now, I have heard and seen more of the
galloping hoofs of this swift, high-stepping jade, summer, than is good
for entire peace of mind. Years ago I made a vow that I would never
again eke out the fleeting golden days, like a miser to whom spending is
not pleasure but only pain. I vowed that I would always squander time at
this season; let it drift by unthinkingly; get my fill of sunshine, and
fill and fill again to my heart’s content; yet do it as a strayed heifer
in the corn, wantoning over an acre to each mouthful. But this time, as
ever, the good resolution has been forgotten. The old parsimony has
dogged the way at every step. I must be up with the sun in the small
hours of each morning, fearful of losing a single beam from the millions.
To waste in sleep the blue, spangled summer nights, when all the
country-side is resonant of life and fragrant with the scent that comes
only with the darkness, has seemed like sacrilege. Yet, for all my
industry, July is nearing its end, and I know that I have drunk but a
drop or two out of its vast ocean. And already I have renewed the old
vow, to be disregarded as ever, doubtless, when July again comes round.
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