Then it was that the minister distinguished himself. He had kept aloof
from the dancing, but now, seeing Mrs. Sneezit being left somewhat out
of the party, his Christianity overcame his creed and, sweeping down
upon her, he seized her in his strong arms and had her upon her feet
before she knew it. Her protestations were of no avail; she must dance
with him and dance she did. The music and the kindness and the humanity
of it all seemed to penetrate her stolid heart, and Mrs. Sneezit--she of
the brood with the peering eyes and the wistful, hungry mouths--was won
by the magic of fiddle and foot back into the gay days of girlhood and
danced as though the world were hers.
At length they went. The flurries of snow had driven by; the moon poured
its silver radiance on a world of downy ivory, and the bigger stars
blinked stolidly from a steel-blue heaven as our guests bundled
themselves into jumpers and sleighs and took their departure. Their
cries of good wishes and good luck were wafted back to us above the
crunching of the snow. We watched them until they faded out of sight in
the white moonlight.
Soon after Jack and Marjorie and Jean crossed the snow-filled valley to
their over-crowded house, and left me to one that was over-empty. For a
long time I stood looking into the stove, with lid and lifter in my
hand, in the act of putting on more wood. The glow of the coals went
grey as I watched, and, for the first time in my life, I measured the
depth to which the plummet of loneliness can plunge. . . .
CHAPTER XIX.
The gulf of loneliness into which I fell on the night of Marjorie's
marriage was but the shallow waters of an ocean of despair in which I
floundered through the dreary days that followed. I now had occasion to
realize that loneliness is not a matter of space or distances, of the
many or of the few, but a matter of one's adjustment toward his
surroundings. In all the months of my life on Fourteen the devils of
loneliness had never wormed into my vitals; my hours had been as full of
companionship as though I had shared them with the throngs of some great
city. I had not found the prairies lonely; I had wasted no sighs on the
horizon that met the sky as far as the eye could bridge; I had been
filled and content with the life that lay about me.
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