Then came one of those rare summer nights--rare on the prairies--when
the air does not cool off with the approach of evening, and all the heat
of day seems hemmed in by black clouds crowding overhead. I had gone to
bed, but not to sleep. The far away flashing of heat lightning
continuously lit my room with a vague twilight; my blankets had become
unbearable, and I threw them off. The silence was intense; the very
night seemed to brood over me; the perspiration stood out upon me. It
took me back to the hot nights of the East, so little known with us, and
from that starting point my mind went wandering down through old ways,
down to the dam and the mill-wheel and the little boy and girl who were
the starting point of all my recollections. Jean it had been then; Jean
it was, with whom all my thoughts were linked; Jean was still the
innermost hope of my heart. I had waited, patiently as I could, and the
spring and summer months had seen arise between us an affection deeper,
vaster, wider than anything I had known in those days when we had talked
of love together. Our world had grown and we had grown with it. Ours was
continually the spirit of the new adventure; continually a faring forth
into the unknown.
But I had not talked of love. It had been my conception of artistry to
speak no more of love, daring all my hope on the prospect that the fires
which I guessed had been rekindled in Jean's heart would in time burst
all her womanly restraint. Then she would come to me. Jean was big
enough for that.
I had tried to follow her in spirit through the torment of those days
after Spoof's revelation. I had guessed how hard it had been for her,
and I kept silence. I conceived that that was artistry.
But there must be an end sometime--sometime soon. I was not all artist,
like Jean. Artistry was my means to an end. There must be an end. . . .
Which would be the beginning. . . .
Came a tapping on my window. I sat up quickly.
"Frank?"
"Yes?"
"Asleep?"
"Not within miles of it. Whew! Ever see a night like this?" I had thrust
my head through the open window and could see her form dimly outlined
against the night.
"Used to be the usual thing, down East," she answered. "But we get out
of the way of them, here. Get up and let's go for a swim."
A flash of lightning revealed her in her bathing suit. I was soon out of
bed and into mine.
"Beat you to the other end of the pond," she said, as we threaded our
way down the well-worn path.
"You always beat me," I confessed. "But I'm game; I'll try again."
We took the water together; its comforting tide wrapped us about as we
swung through it with long, easy strokes. Jean suited her pace to mine;
her body was a rhythmic machine, lithe, supple, almost serpentine in its
movements. Her hair was down. When a glow of distant lightning fell
about us her face was ivory white, cameo-like, against the black water.
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