"That's rather funny. That's what _I_ came for, if you reverse it.
Strange I didn't see him on the way."
"He may have looked in at the stable again, to make sure that the stock
are all right," Jean suggested. "He said it looked like rough weather."
I stood for a moment, undecided whether I should go back for Jack and
Marjorie, or ask Jean to go with me. It was she who settled the
question.
"Take off your things, Frank," she invited. "Jack will be there by this
time, and will keep Marjorie company. It is not a good night for a girl
to go walking."
So I stayed, although a little self-consciously. Jean and I had known
each other's company since childhood, but, at least since coming to the
West, we had hardly seen each other alone. Always Jack or Marjorie, or
both, were somewhere about. There had been, of course, that sudden,
impetuous, unspoken revelation when we returned from our harvest absence
in the settlements, but there had been no talk of love between Jean and
me. I had treasured that moment as a bit of wonderful memory, as a
glimpse of wonderful promise, but I had not presumed upon it; I had
concluded that two months' loneliness had been too much for Jean's
reserve, and that she had done something it hardly would be fair to talk
about. . . . Doubtless Jack, when he found I had missed him, would be
back shortly.
I took my wraps off and sat down beside the stove. The warmth was very
pleasant after the buffeting of the snow, and Jean looked very lovely
and tempting in the soft glow of the lamp on the table. I felt a strange
embarrassment growing upon me as the moments were ticked off by the
little alarm clock on the shelf. The embarrassment grew until I felt
that I must break it by speech of some kind.
"What are you reading?" I ventured at last.
"Nothing."
"Nothing! You have a book----"
"I know, but I'm not reading it."
"Then what _are_ you doing?"
"Just waiting."
"Waiting? For what?"
Then she looked up at me, and there was a light in her eyes that was
strange and good to see, but it sent my brain reeling. For a moment she
looked at me thus, and started my heart thump-thumping like a steam
pump. Then her eyes drooped.
"Don't you know, Frank?" she murmured.
Her face was ruddy in the glow of the lamp, and the pink skin shone with
a color that was not all reflected. Amazing as was her revelation I
could no longer fail to understand it. I rose and walked to the table; I
took her hands in mine and lifted her to her feet.
"You are waiting for me to--kiss you, Jean," I whispered.
She was trembling, but she spoke with outward composure. "There is
something else, first."
"Something else--first? I don't understand."
"You should."
I could not follow her thought. "I kissed you once before," I ventured.
"Many times before."
"No, only once. The other times were when we were children. They don't
count."
"Do things that happened when we were children not count--with you?"
"Do they--with you?"
"Ask me, and see."
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