Neither Jew nor Greek : $b a story of Jewish social lifeGuttenberg, Violet
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Neither Jew nor Greek : $b a story of Jewish social life
Guttenberg, Violet
Jews -- England -- Fiction
“I have been watching you for the past few months, and I don’t quite
know what to make of you. When you became engaged to David Salmon, I
supposed it was because you were in love with him; but it seems to me
now that you are not quite happy in your engagement. Now listen, Celia.
Either you mean to marry him, or you do not. If you do, why have you
this unnatural desire for procrastination? I consider, honestly
speaking, that you have kept him waiting an unreasonable length of time.
If, on the other hand, you do not intend to marry him, the sooner you
break off the engagement the better, both for his sake and your own.
Perhaps, during your long courtship, you have found out that he and you
are not so suited to each other as you thought you were, and yet you do
not like to hurt his feelings by telling him so? You long for freedom,
but you are reluctant to strike the blow that will set you free. Girlie,
darling, tell me the truth as it is in your heart. Am I right?”
She sank on to the couch, and looked into the girl’s face with a tender
solicitude in her kindly blue eyes.
Celia’s heart gave a leap. How exactly had her chaperon diagnosed the
case, and how she despised herself that it should be so! The blood
rushed to her cheeks, as, hiding her face in Souvie’s silky coat, she
murmured, so low that it could scarcely be heard, the single
monosyllable, “Yes!”
Lady Marjorie did not exhibit surprise. She had guessed as much for some
time. But she thought, and did not hesitate to say, that Celia had done
very wrong in allowing the engagement to continue, when on her part she
did not intend it to terminate in marriage. She came to the conclusion
that the girl had not possessed the courage to face the question out;
she had always put away the thought of her marriage with David as a
disagreeable necessity of the future; she had dissembled with her own
conscience.
In this she was right. Celia had given way to weakness, but she had not
intentionally done wrong; and when the matter was threshed out, as Lady
Marjorie was threshing it out now, she saw the magnitude of the injury
she had done to her _fiancé_.
One thing was certain: there must be no more equivocation.
“You will have to give David his _congé_ as nicely as you can,” her
chaperon said when it was all explained. “It will be a painful
interview, of course; but it will have to be gone through, and the
sooner you get it over the better.”
But Celia had decided otherwise. It became evident to her that, having
plighted her troth, she was bound to abide by it. If she had acted
foolishly in becoming engaged before she knew her own mind, she must be
ready to pay for her folly. How could she, who almost prided herself on
her fidelity and stability of character, allow herself to be accused of
inconstancy, classed as a fickle coquette? Her cheeks tingled at the
very thought.
“There will be no painful interview,” she replied, in a firm low voice.
“I shall marry him before the year is out.”
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