Nellie Arundel : $b A tale of home lifeShaw, Catharine
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Nellie Arundel : $b A tale of home life
Shaw, Catharine
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Families -- Juvenile fiction; Young women -- Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction
Nellie sat up rather frightened, but was soon reassured by Christina's
presence and love, and by the pleasant smell of the fragrant cup by her
side. They sat in silence for a while, sipping their tea, until at last
Christina said:
"You need not tell me a word; I guess it all, Nellie."
"How do you guess?" asked Nellie, frightened that she had betrayed her
secret.
"I have known it would be so for ever so long. No one could see you
together, at least no one loving you as I do, without knowing how it
was."
Nellie laid her head on the kind shoulder and felt it a comfort to cry.
"Do you think I have been right?" she asked presently. "He seemed to
feel I was almost wicked."
"Dear Nellie," she answered softly, "I do not see what you could have
done else, now."
"I did think it right all along," said Nellie; "but to-day I feel
wretched, half fearing that I have acted unfairly to him; and yet I
have tried so hard that he should understand without all this."
"I am sure you have; I have seen it when I have been with you. He must
have been wilfully blind."
"You see he didn't want to believe I could be in earnest," said Nellie,
very low.
"But he should have been willing to wait, Nellie."
"He was," answered she; "but I would not let him. Oh, Christina, you do
not think I ought to have let him?"
"I do not know exactly, dear. Your father would tell you best."
"I was wondering whether it would be my duty to tell papa; it would
add so to his sorrow; and I could not think of leaving them all now,
Christina; it would be very wrong."
"Yes, now; but in a year or two?"
"I felt I ought not to accept in that sort of fashion; it seemed to me
very hard on him to keep him waiting indefinitely; and I could not bear
for dear papa to have this to think about, when he believes he has got
me as his comfort and help."
"Yes; I see it all," answered Christina sadly; "but I feel perplexed,
Nellie. I wish you would tell Dr. Arundel."
"I will, if you think I ought; anyway I should have done so after a
time; but it can make no difference now," she added; "for he left me in
anger, and I told him I would not. Nothing could have been plainer."
"Oh, my Nellie, my Nellie!"
Nellie raised her head. "Don't pity me, Christina; I shall be glad
soon. Just now you have caught me tired and stupid; but I shall be
better soon. It has been the thought of hurting him which has been the
worst."
That evening Nellie told her father in a few words of the offer she had
received, and of her refusal.
Dr. Arundel heard her story, holding his arm round her, and hardly
glancing at the downcast face.
At last he said, "But, Nellie, my child, I wish you would tell me;
should you have refused him, if things had not been as they are at
home?"
Nellie hesitated; and then said quickly, "But, papa, how could I leave
it all?"
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