“My father, when I was very young, had some irritation of the
throat. A physician told him he was in danger of cancer. I can
recall him anxiously looking at his throat. Later a neighbor went
to a ‘plaster specialist’ to have a supposed cancer of the tongue
removed. His wife was often at our home talking of his sufferings.
“While attending dental school I contracted some trouble. I went to
a physician near where I lived. He talked to me of a possibility of
syphilis. I became much frightened, and read all I could find on
syphilis. The books scared me still more. At last on the advice of
friends, I went to another physician who reassured me, and I lost
part of my fear.
“After this I returned home for a summer vacation. This was in
1904. That summer my tongue felt sore, I looked at it, and found
it peculiar. This aroused my fears of syphilis. Upon returning to
Chicago in the fall (1904) I asked my physician to recommend a
specialist. He sent me to a syphilographer, who told me I had no
syphilis, but that the condition of my tongue was caused by gall
bladder trouble. He wished me to have the gall bladder operated
which I refused to do. I thought no more about my tongue until I
studied cancer in oral surgery. I would then occasionally worry
over my condition. About this time an actor whom I knew died of
cancer of the tongue. I worried over my tongue, being afraid of
cancer, for several days after this. I then went along for seven or
eight years without much thought of my tongue.
“One day in February 1913, after some pain in my side which brought
the thoughts of gall bladder and then of the tongue, I asked
advice of a physician. He looked at my tongue and said: ‘I don’t
wish to frighten you, but you should have that tongue attended to.
You might some day have a cancer there.’ He sent me to a throat
specialist who said the condition of my tongue was due to a back
tooth. I had the tooth removed. I afterwards consulted Dr. L.,
a surgeon at Eau Claire, Wis., with the idea of having the gall
bladder operated upon. He laughed at the gall bladder trouble, but
sent me to Battle Creek Sanitarium with the idea, I think, that
the change would relieve me of my fears. At Battle Creek I was told
I had a mild case of colitis, and was put under treatment for it.
“While at Battle Creek my fears grew less. I remained at Battle
Creek about two months. Shortly before leaving there I was given a
Wasserman test. This they told me was faintly positive. I was then
given three injections of Neo-Salvarsan. I then left Battle Creek
and stopped at Chicago to see Dr. P. Dr. P. said any Wasserman
would be positive, taken with no more care than mine had been. That
there was no reason to think there was any syphilis anyway. He then
sent me to Dr. W., an internist, who said I had hyperacidity of the
stomach.
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