“I tried another nerve doctor. After a while it was the same old
story. I then tried chiropractice. After three months’ trial
I found out that I had to give it up, because the manipulator
aggravated my condition. Towards the end I felt such pains in my
back and spine that I was compelled to lie in bed for a week before
I could recover enough strength to sit up. I then tried Osteopathy.
I felt no better, so I had to abandon that.
“In search for health I could not stop here, so I went to another
nerve specialist who after examination claimed to have discovered
something different from any other physician. He discovered I had
a pair of tonsils in my mouth which did not look well to him. He
ordered them removed; that meant an operation under an anesthetic.
Can you imagine my feeling when he told me the news? I had a
terrible time in making up my mind what to do. Bad as I felt I
made up my mind that I might as well die under ether as in any
other way. I consented to the operation. It is needless to go into
details here of what took place after the operation. Words cannot
express it. All the tortures of hell would have been paradise
towards what I went through after this operation.
“I have been going since from physician to physician, each one
claiming that I haven’t been to the right one, and that he was the
proper physician who understood my case and could cure me. No one
has been able to effect a cure.”
As an example of the patient’s state of extreme fear the following
instance may be given. One day he came to me, a picture of
misery and depression. He told me he had suffered agonies for
the last couple of days, on account of an “ingrowing hair.” It
turned out that the patient overheard a conversation among his
gossips, that some one died of an “ingrowing hair.” This news
strongly impressed him, and aroused his fear instinct, since he
discovered an “ingrowing hair” on his throat. I found his throat
was wrapped around with cotton, and covered with adhesive plaster.
On unwrapping the mess I found just an ordinary little pimple. I
threw away the wrappings, and gave the patient a scolding, and
ridiculed him for his silliness. He felt as he said in “paradise.”
A competent observer will find this trait of trivial fears,
characteristic, in various degrees, of every psychopathic patient.
By a series of trance states the patient was freed from his
psycholeptic fear attacks; he is now in good health, and attending
successfully to his business.
CHAPTER XXI
FEAR TRANCE APPARITIONS
The following study of a psychopathic case brings out the character
of the fear trance dream.
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