Neva's choice: A sequel to "Neva's three lovers"Lewis, Harriet
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Neva's choice: A sequel to "Neva's three lovers"
Lewis, Harriet
Conspiracies -- Fiction; Dime novels; Mate selection -- Fiction; Popular literature; Stepmothers -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“O no, I am not. And if I were I would not marry her now that I know
that Lally lives. My father threatened me with arrest and imprisonment
if I did not give Lally up. He assured me that the marriage was null
and void, and that he would provide for my poor girl. I’m a coward,
Miss Wroat, a poor, pitiful coward, and I have had all my life long
a deadly fear of my father. You cannot understand that fear; perhaps
no one can; but I shall fling off that awe and terror of him, and be
henceforth my own master. I was one-and-twenty yesterday, madam, and
I am now accountable alone to God and to the laws of my country. I
love Lally, and Lally alone, in all the world. I am going to try to
be worthy of her. She is poor, and I am poor; but if she will take me
back again,” said Rufus, humbly, “we will begin life anew, and I will
try to be a better man. I will work for her, and I’ll try to be a great
painter, so that she may be proud of me. And if I can’t be that, I’ll
be anything that is honest and manly to earn our support. I know you
have a poor opinion of me, madam, and I know I deserve it. I don’t
amount to much from any point of view, but if you would intercede for
me with Lally, and beg her to try me again and marry me, I will bless
you always as my benefactress and savior.”
The young man’s humility and anguished pleading touched the heart of
Mrs. Peters, but she steeled herself against him, and said:
“Mr. Black, I am sorry for you. I believe that you mean what you say
now, but if you were once to get under your father’s influence again,
Miss Lally would be as unhappy as ever. I advise you to go back to Miss
Wynde, and leave Lally here. In time she may marry an honorable and
upright gentleman, with whom she will be far happier than she could be
with you.”
A quick flush of jealousy overspread the youth’s face. His eyes glared
at Mrs. Peters with a hunted expression.
“She won’t marry again until I die, or the law has freed her from me,”
he exclaimed. “I would never have proposed marriage to Miss Wynde,
had I not supposed Lally to be dead. She is my wife, madam, and I’ll
declare her to be such until she herself forbids me to do so. If she
marries any other man I’ll kill him!”
The young man’s jealous fury was succeeded by an instant and terrible
despair.
“Forgive me,” he said humbly. “What am I, to talk of controlling
Lally’s movements? I have forfeited all claim upon her and upon
her forgiveness. If she refuses to take me back, I can only go to
perdition. If she will stretch out her hand to save me, I will be her
slave. Will you not take a brief message to her from me, madam--only a
few words?”
Mrs. Peters fancied she heard a light step in the hall. She listened,
but convinced of her mistake, said nervously and hastily:
“I cannot convey your message, sir. I entreat you to leave Miss Bird in
peace. I repeat that you cannot see her under this roof.”
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