Neva's choice: A sequel to "Neva's three lovers"Lewis, Harriet
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Neva's choice: A sequel to "Neva's three lovers"
Lewis, Harriet
Conspiracies -- Fiction; Dime novels; Mate selection -- Fiction; Popular literature; Stepmothers -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I thought it was. My father told me so!” cried Rufus. “O Lally, I
have been a poor, weak-souled wretch. I am not worthy of your love. I
should have stood by you, instead of basely deserting you through my
own personal cowardice. My father threatened to have me indicted for
perjury, in swearing that we were of age at the time of our marriage,
and I--I was afraid. You can never respect me, Lally, nor love me
again, I know, but if you knew how I have suffered you would pity me.”
“I have always pitied you,” she murmured.
“I thought you dead. I saw your poor mutilated drowned body in my
dreams. Day and night it haunted me. I was nearly beside myself. I
thought I should go mad. My father’s mind was set upon my marriage with
a great Kentish heiress who loved another than me. I appealed to her
to save me--to save me from my anguish, torture and remorse, produced
by continual thoughts of you! I had no heart to give her. I was base
and unmanly in offering her the dregs of the cup that had been filled
for you; but oh, Lally, I was half mad and wholly despairing! I wanted
the love of some good woman to interpose and save me from going to
perdition.”
“I heard your offer of marriage to her,” said Lally. “And you are
engaged to marry her?”
“No; she refused me. I am free, Lally, and I thank God for it. What
should I have done if I had married her and then discovered that you
still live? I love you and you alone in the whole world. I am of age
and my own master. I have thrown off the shackles my father has kept
upon me. I mean to be brave and honest and true henceforward, so help
me God! I mean to be a man, Lally, in the best and noblest sense of the
word. It shall never be said again of me that I am ‘unstable as water,’
or that I am a coward. Lally, I offer you a second marriage, which no
one can contest. Will you forgive me, and take me back?”
His words found echo in Lally’s heart, but she did not speak. Her
pallor gave place to a sudden rose stain, and she began to tremble.
“I came to-day to entreat Miss Wroat to intercede with you for me,”
said Rufus, becoming alarmed at her silence. “I have not a fine home
to offer you, such as Miss Wroat gives you, but I will work for
you, Lally. I will make myself a great painter for your sake. Those
worthless daubs I painted at New Brompton belong to the past life.
Henceforward I will paint better pictures, and show that there is
something in me. We will have two cosy rooms somewhere in the London
suburbs, and you shall have a sunny window for flowers, and I will
work for you, and you shall never know want or misery again. I can do
anything with and for you, Lally, but if left to stand by myself I
shall surely fall. Lally, little wife, take me back!”
He crept up nearer to her and held out his arms.
She crept in to them like a weary child.
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