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She had no thought of suicide. She had learned many lessons by the
bedside of her old friend the seamstress, whose dying hours she had
cheered. She had learned that life may be very bitter and hard to bear,
but that it may not be thrown aside, or flung back in anger or despair
to the Giver. Its burdens must be borne, and he who bears them with
earnest patience, and in humble obedience to the divine will, shall
some day exchange the cross of suffering for the crown of a great
reward. No; Lally, weak and frail as she was, deserted by humanity,
would never again seriously think of suicide.
She wandered on in the soft starlight and moonlight, a helpless,
homeless, hopeless creature, with nowhere to go, as we have said. She
had no money in her pocket, no food, and her shoes were worn out, and
her clothes were patched and darned and pitiably frayed and worn. The
very angels must have pitied her in her utter forlornness.
For an hour or two she tottered on, but at last wearied to exhaustion,
she sank down in the shelter of a way-side hedge, and sobbed and moaned
herself to sleep.
She was awake again at daybreak, and hurried up and on, as if flying
from pursuit. About eleven o’clock she came to a hop-garden, divided
from the road by wooden palings. There were men and women, of the tramp
species, busy at work here under the supervision of the hop farmer.
Lally halted and clung to the palings with both hands, and looked
through the interstices upon the busy groups with dilating eyes.
She was worn with anguish, but even her mental sufferings could not
still the demands of nature. She was so hungry that it seemed as if a
vulture were gnawing at her vitals. She felt that she was starving.
The hop-pickers, many of them tramps who lived in unions and
alms-houses in the winter, and who stray down into Kent during the hop
season, presently discovered the white and hungry face pressed against
the palings, and jeered at the girl, and called her names she could not
understand, making merry at her forlornness.
The hop raiser heard them, and discovering the object of their rude
merriment, came forward, opened a gate in the palings, and hailed the
girl. He was short of hands, he said, and would give her sixpence a
day, and food and drink, if she chose to help in the hop picking.
Lally nodded assent, and crept into the gate, and into the presence of
those who mocked at her. Her eyes were so wild, her manner so strange
and still, that the workers stared at her in wonder, whispered among
themselves, discovering that she was not of their kind, and turned
their backs upon her.
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