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When she had escaped from her only shelter, half maddened and wholly
despairing, with the voices of Craven Black and Mrs. McKellar yet
ringing in her ears, her first impulse had been self-destruction. She
had sped along the streets until, by a circuitous route, she had gained
the river and a jutting pier, but it was daylight, and people were
in waiting for the boats, so her dread purpose was checked, and she
wandered on, wild of face and half distraught, keeping the river ever
in sight, as if the view of its waters soothed her mad despair.
Wandering aimlessly onward, she passed through foul river streets,
where the vile of every sort congregated, but no one spoke to her or
molested her. The shield of a watchful Providence interposed between
her and all harm. Once or twice some ruffian would have accosted
and stayed her, but a glance into her white and rigid face and wild
unseeing eyes made him shrink back abashed, and she sped on as if
pursued, not knowing the dangers she had escaped.
She grew weary of foot, and to the wildness of her anguish succeeded
a merciful apathy, which steeped her senses. The night came on; the
gas lamps were lighted in the streets; the warehouses and shops were
closed, there were fewer women in the streets; and in happy homes in
the suburbs, at the north and south and east and west of the great
teeming city, wives and daughters were gathered into pleasant homes.
But she had no home, no refuge, no shelter. She had--oh, saddest of
words, and saddest of meaning--she had nowhere to go!
And so she plodded on, slowly and wearily now. She had traversed miles
since leaving her lodgings, and it seemed as if her march, like that of
the fabled Wandering Jew, must be eternal.
At last, still wandering without aim, she staggered through the
turn-gate and out upon the Waterloo Bridge, in the wake of a party of
returning play-goers. No one noticed her, and she passed half-way over
the bridge and sank down upon one of the stone benches, while the party
she had followed went on and were soon lost to view in the Waterloo
Road.
She was alone on the bridge, in the night and darkness. Below her lay
the dark river, with the small steamers puffing and glancing through
the gloom with their tiny eyes of fire, and lowering their stack-pipes
as they passed under the bridge. A few people stood at the landing
below. Somerset House, dark and silent, like some gigantic mausoleum,
lay to her left. Along the river banks were the great warehouses, long
since closed for the night, and in the distance the dome of St. Paul’s
reared its head, faint and shadowy, among the deeper shadows.
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