Step by step I followed the prints; until, a quarter of a mile farther,
I beheld them die away into the south-eastern boundary of Graden Floe.
There, whoever he was, the miserable man had perished. One or two
gulls, who had, perhaps, seen him disappear, wheeled over his sepulchre
with their usual melancholy piping. The sun had broken through the
clouds by a last effort, and coloured the wide level of quicksands with
a dusky purple. I stood for some time gazing at the spot, chilled and
disheartened by my own reflections, and with a strong and commanding
consciousness of death. I remember wondering how long the tragedy had
taken, and whether his screams had been audible at the pavilion. And
then, making a strong resolution, I was about to tear myself away, when
a gust fiercer than usual fell upon this quarter of the beach, and I
saw now, whirling high in air, now skimming lightly across the surface
of the sands, a soft, black, felt hat, somewhat conical in shape, such
as I had remarked already on the heads of the Italians.
I believe, but I am not sure, that I uttered a cry. The wind was
driving the hat shoreward, and I ran round the border of the floe to be
ready against its arrival. The gust fell, dropping the hat for a while
upon the quicksand, and then, once more freshening, landed it a few
yards from where I stood. I seized it with the interest you may
imagine. It had seen some service; indeed, it was rustier than either
of those I had seen that day upon the street. The lining was red,
stamped with the name of the maker, which I have forgotten, and that of
the place of manufacture, _Venedig_. This (it is not yet forgotten) was
the name given by the Austrians to the beautiful city of Venice, then,
and for long after, a part of their dominions.
The shock was complete. I saw imaginary Italians upon every side; and
for the first, and, I may say, for the last time in my experience,
became overpowered by what is called a panic terror. I knew nothing,
that is, to be afraid of, and yet I admit that I was heartily afraid;
and it was with a sensible reluctance that I returned to my exposed and
solitary camp in the Sea-Wood.
There I ate some cold porridge which had been left over from the night
before, for I was disinclined to make a fire; and, feeling strengthened
and reassured, dismissed all these fanciful terrors from my mind, and
lay down to sleep with composure.
How long I may have slept it is impossible for me to guess; but I was
awakened at last by a sudden, blinding flash of light into my face. It
woke me like a blow. In an instant I was upon my knees. But the light
had gone as suddenly as it came. The darkness was intense. And, as it
was blowing great guns from the sea and pouring with rain, the noises
of the storm effectually concealed all others.
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