Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Treasure troves -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
He murmured Marvell's lines to himself and, with a shake of the
shoulders coming out of his brown study, swung round to the
writing-table again.
"Dear, I beg your pardon! . . . The truth is, I feel savage with
myself: and, being a condemned non-combatant, I vented it on the most
sensitive soul I could find, knowing it to be gentle, and taking care
(as you say) to catch and render it helpless." He groaned.
"Yes, yes--I am a brute! Even now I am using that same tone which
you detest. You do right to detest it. But will it comfort you a
little to know that when a man takes that tone, often enough it's
because he too feels helpless as well as angry? 'Mordant' is the
word, I believe: which means that the poor fool bites _you_ to get
his teeth into himself."
She rose from her writing-chair and touched him by the arm.
"Robert!" she appealed.
"Oh, yes--'What is the matter with me?' . . . Nothing--or, in other
words, Everything--that is to say, this War."
"It's terrible, of course; but I don't see--" She broke off.
"Is it the War itself that upsets you, or the little we can do to
help? If _that's_ your trouble, why, of course it was silly of me to
worry you just now about my being nervous of facing these people.
But we're only at the beginning--"
"Agatha!" The Vicar drew a hand from his pocket, laid it on his
wife's shoulder, and looked her in the eyes. "Don't I know that, if
the call came, you would face a platoon? It's I who am weak.
This War--" He stared out of the window again.
"It is a just War, if ever there was one. . . . Robert, you don't
doubt _that_, surely! Forced on us--Why, you yourself used to warn
me, when I little heeded, that the Germans were preparing it, that
'the Day' must come sooner or later: for they would have it so."
"That's true enough."
"So positive about it as you were then, proving to me that their
Naval Estimates could spell nothing else! . . . And now that it has
come, what is the matter with _us?_ Have _we_ provoked it? Have
_we_ torn up treaties? Had you, a week ago--had any one we know-the
smallest desire for it?"
"Before God, we had not. The English people--I will swear to it, in
this corner of the land--had no more quarrel with the Germans than I
have with you at this moment. Why, we saw how the first draft--the
Naval Reservists--went off last Sunday. In a kind of stupor, they
were. But wars are made by Governments, Agatha; never by peoples."
"And our Government--much as I detest them for their behaviour to the
Welsh Church--our Government worked for peace up to the last."
"I honestly believe they did. I am sure they did . . . up to the
last, as you say. The question is, _Were they glad or sorry when
they didn't bring it off?_"
"Robert!"
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