But Fulvia never left Mr. Browning, and he could scarcely endure to
have Nigel out of his sight. It fell to those two to watch side by side
through many long hours of that trying day—trying to both, but most so
to Nigel. For Fulvia was in her element, and Nigel's presence meant
rest to her; while the sight of what Mr. Browning had to bear racked
Nigel's powers of endurance to the utmost. He did not give in; and
Fulvia, herself absolutely unwearied in the necessities of her position
and in the comfort of having him there, did not realise the severity of
the tax upon one unused to sick-rooms.
About three o'clock in the afternoon Dr. Duncan came in. He said little
beyond giving needful directions, and promising to return soon—"in a
couple of hours or so." Fulvia thought his look not hopeful.
"Have you seen madre?" she asked.
"Yes; she tried to get up and fainted. I have ordered her to bed. She
can do no more."
Soon after, unexpectedly, Mr. Browning dropped asleep, leaning forward
on a pillow, his forehead against a chair-back. Fulvia had knelt at
his right hand a few minutes earlier, and she remained fixed in that
position, not daring to stir. Nigel had taken a seat not a yard distant
where he had been off and on through the day. A glance of hope was
exchanged between the two, and Fulvia, noting Nigel's wearied look,
signed to him to leave the room, but the sign was disregarded. Neither
of them stirred.
Twenty minutes of repose: surely this meant recovery. Fulvia's face
grew bright, Nigel's less harassed. The sufferer seemed peaceful, and
breathed more easily, not struggling.
Then he woke, and the first words were, "Nigel! Call Nigel."
"I am here, father." Nigel rose and came nearer, glad to have stayed.
"My dear, dear boy!" Mr. Browning said feebly.
"A little better?" Nigel asked.
"I don't know. Just at this moment—perhaps—" He looked from one to the
other in a wistful troubled fashion, strangely, too, as if gazing from
a distance. "Something I had to say," he murmured. "If I were not so—so
weak—"
"You must not talk, padre," said Fulvia.
A great agony came into his face, changing its very form.
"Fulvie, forgive—forgive," he groaned.
"Don't, padre—oh don't," she cried. "Don't think—don't worry yourself;
only get well, for madre's sake."
"No, no; you do not know," he panted. "It was not—was not—intention."
"What was not intention?" Nigel asked, before Fulvia could speak.
And a moan was the answer.
"This must not go on." Fulvia spoke in a clear voice. "Padre,
listen—don't be distressed. I forgive anything—everything—no matter
what—if there is anything to forgive. And you are to feel happy—you
understand? Not to worry yourself. Things will be all right."
"No, no. Wronged! Wronged!"
They could hardly catch what he said. Then, with more distinct
utterance—
"My dear child! My own dear child! No—not intention—folly and
weakness—not wilful. HE will forgive—I think—I trust—but—the misery and
loss—"
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