Coming in from the shops Fulvia found herself overpoweringly tired and
sleepy. Nigel was still with Mrs. Browning, and no one seemed to need
her. Anice noted her condition—it was a rare event for Anice to notice
anybody's condition except her own—and advised repose. Fulvia meekly
followed the counsel, and went to bed.
She did not expect to sleep, of course; but sleep she did, peacefully
as an infant, never waking till nearly four o'clock in the afternoon of
that strange sad day—most strange indeed, but not altogether sad, to
Fulvia. Yet she grieved sincerely over her "padre's" death.
How vexed she felt when she awoke—vexed to have slept so long, and
vexed yet more to feel refreshed and buoyant; absolutely hungry too! So
heartless under the circumstances!
Going down into the darkened drawing-room, she found Anice crying over
the fire; and the tea-tray just brought in.
"O Fulvie!" Anice started up to cling to the elder girl. "I have wanted
you so, but Nigel said you were not to be disturbed. He said you must
sleep as long as you could."
"I had no idea of forgetting myself so long. Stupid of me!" and there
was a tingling blush at the mention of Nigel's name. "How is madre? Has
Nigel had any rest himself?"
"No, he wouldn't. Mother is in her arm-chair just now, and Daisy with
her. Nigel was there ever so long, all the morning off and on, till
twelve o'clock; and then his head was aching, and mother wanted him to
go into the garden for a turn, but he went to the study instead. He has
been there ever since, except just a few minutes at lunch; and then
he couldn't eat, and hardly said a word. He only said he had papers
to look through, and he told us you were not to be called. Mother
wants him, I believe. But Daisy doesn't mind being with mother, and I
can't, you know—" pitifully. "I think Daisy and Nigel are so wonderful,
keeping up, and—Won't you have some tea?"
Fulvia was ashamed of her own hunger. "Yes," she said, and helped
herself, hoping Anice would not see how much she could eat. Anice
dallied with a cup of tea, sobbing and talking by turns.
"Daisy is so strong," she said self-excusingly, "and I am not. I never
could do things like other people. If I could I would stay with mother,
but—when she cries so and says—Oh, I don't know how to bear it."
"My, dear, it is not a question of strength, but of will," said Fulvia.
"People can do a good deal more, commonly, than they think they can,
if only they would make up their minds to it, and manage to forget
themselves."
Anice was hurt, of course, by the home-truth, and wept anew.
Then Daisy entered, with red eyes and broken breath. "Mother sent me,"
she said. "Is Fulvie up? Mother wants Nigel so, and I promised to tell
him."
"Anice can tell him. Sit down, Daisy, and have some tea. You have done
your share."
Anice complied reluctantly. She did not like being sent on errands.
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