It was a changed life for him; and he was changed,—thinner, older, and
with a careworn expression. The eyes had ceased to sparkle, a weight
lay on the brow, and the lips had a sad resolute set. Mrs. Browning and
Daisy had been his nurses; not that much actual nursing was needed. The
occupation was good for Mrs. Browning, Fulvia said. Fulvia had not seen
him for ten days; and, when he reappeared, she noted sorrowfully the
alteration.
Sometimes she wondered, would he soon allude to those dying words of
his father? She could not understand his manner. It was kind, grave,
brotherly perhaps, certainly restrained. Yet at first Fulvia was not
anxious.
He had so much on his mind; and it was natural that he should wait
awhile. Decorum almost demanded delay, just for a time after the
padre's death. So Fulvia told herself, and thought or tried to think.
Moreover, though Nigel had not been seriously ill—not ill enough, that
is to say, to cause real anxiety—he had suffered a good deal, and had
distinctly lost flesh and vigour. He was hardly up to anything exciting
yet. "Poor Nigel!" she breathed pityingly.
The three girls in their deep mourning were gathered round the
drawing-room fire early one afternoon,—the second day since Nigel had
come among them again. Fulvia's mourning matched that of the other two.
She would not make a grain of difference, for she was one with them
in their loss, though united by no tie of blood. The profound black
set off well her ruddy hair and clear skin. She looked sad, trying to
realise what was hard to believe—that not one fortnight had passed
since the padre's death. To the imagination it was more like two months
than two weeks. On the other hand it seemed strange that so many days
could have elapsed while no one beyond herself and Nigel had an inkling
of the true state of affairs; yet Fulvia herself had insisted on delay.
Nigel would have spoken to his sisters two days earlier but for her
entreaties.
"Mother was asleep when I went in just now," Daisy said.
"My dear, let her sleep. It is the best thing she can do. And if she
wakes, keep her away from here."
"Why?"
"I think—I am not sure—but I shrewdly suspect that uncle Carden-Cox may
come in for a talk. He is at home again. Madre could not stand that."
"I couldn't," sighed Anice.
"You will have to stand it, and a great deal besides. We must all three
be brave, and keep up for madre's sake—and—"
"And for Nigel's," added Daisy unsuspectingly.
Fulvia flushed.
"Yes. He has a great deal resting on him, and he will have hard work.
Anice—Daisy—I want you both to promise me to be good and thoughtful—not
to seem vexed and unhappy, whatever happens. Above all, don't let
yourselves blame padre."
"Why should we blame him?" asked Daisy.
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