"Tom, I am busy. I can't be bothered with ovaries and things to-day,"
she said. "I have so much to do, and those long names are detestable."
Tom's face fell. He was thunderstruck. Never till this moment had Ethel
allowed such a remark to escape. "I thought—I hoped—you had learnt to
appreciate—" he faltered.
"I have tried—really I have—and I can't. I shall never appreciate
putting beautiful things into stiff rows, and giving them long names.
It isn't in me," said Ethel, her tone half petulant, half apologetic.
"You must try your hand on somebody else."
"But,—" protested dismayed Tom. "But—" and he could say no more. After
all these weeks of careful instruction, it was too much. Tom's whole
course of thought was turned upside down by it. He found himself
saying, with displeasure, "I imagined that you were a girl of sense."
"Oh no! Not botanical sense, Tom." Then she was afraid she had hurt
his feelings, and she looked up penitently. "Tom, you mustn't mind
me. I'm worried, and it's of no consequence. Another day I'll try to
listen. If only you will leave me in peace this afternoon, I'll be
good afterwards, and I'll learn all about those horrid umbels. I will,
really."
Tom did not know what to make of her. He was more won than
ever—fascinated, in fact, though Ethel had not the smallest wish to
fascinate him. At the same time he was desperately disappointed to find
that her "listening" was a matter of "trying." He had flattered himself
that she listened because she could not help it: because his speech was
of such engrossing interest that she could not turn away.
He objected very much to the girlish expression, "those horrid umbels";
but the girlish eyes were too much for him. In the general upsetting of
Tom's ideas, one alone kept its equilibrium, and grew more definite.
Umbels or no umbels, science or no science, Tom liked Ethel, and he
wanted her for his own. She had grown necessary to him these weeks.
Existence could not be the same to Tom, if he were bereft of the
occupation of watching Ethel. Her deft fingers enchained his masculine
intellect. It came over him now, almost as a new idea, that in a few
days this occupation would cease.
Not that he wished to go. He could have remained at the Rectory for an
indefinite period, so far as his own wishes were concerned. A gentle
intimation had been made to him, however, that the spare room would be
required for another visitor after a certain date; so Tom had no choice.
By-and-by he would be returning to Australia, hopelessly out of reach
of Ethel, and far beyond the touch of those little fingers, which had
somehow become inextricably entwined in Tom's mind with the dried
herbarium specimens, for the gumming in of which they were so admirably
adapted. What success might not Tom achieve with Ethel as his coadjutor?
Ethel little dreamt that her momentary tartness was bringing him to a
most undesirable point.
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