"Why not?" Tom demanded fiercely. He was unhappy, and therefore fierce.
At this moment he felt that Ethel was worth more than all the world
could offer beside. He would have sacrificed even his herbaria to win
her! Who then might say that he could not make Ethel happy?
"We are not made for one another," Ethel asserted. "Our tastes are
different, and our ways. It would be a perpetual rub and fret."
"Why should it?" insisted Tom. "Husbands and wives don't always like
the same things." He was right enough there, no doubt.
"No, I suppose not. But they ought to be able to agree to differ,
able to go their own separate paths in peace. It doesn't sound like
a cheerful arrangement exactly, but it is what has to be in a great
many cases." She spoke soberly, as if familiar with various phases of
matrimonial life. "And you know that is what you and I never could do.
You would never leave me in peace."
Tom broke in to assure her that he would. He would do anything,
everything. There was nothing under the sun that Tom would not do to
please Ethel.
"Yes, that is all very kind," said Ethel, smiling. "But one has to look
forward, and when a lover becomes a husband, things are not exactly the
same. Everybody says so, and I have seen it. You might mean to leave
me in peace, but you wouldn't be able. It is not your way. You would
never be happy unless I could like what you liked, and then I should be
cross, and you would be vexed."
Tom was indignant. As if Ethel ever was cross! As if he ever could be
vexed—with her!
"Oh, I can be desperately cross; and I assure you, Tom, you would very
soon be vexed with me. Scientific specimens are all very well for a
month, but you don't know how I should detest them if it were always!"
"I believe you have other reasons," declared Tom, with no small
annoyance. "It's inconceivable that you should refuse me for nothing
but this."
"I don't say I have no other reasons. Of course I have. But isn't one
enough?" asked Ethel cheerfully.
"No; one isn't enough!" said wrathful Tom. "One isn't enough,
especially when that one's not the true one! I believe you care a great
deal too much for that fellow at the Grange."
Ethel's face flamed into anger, and she stood up to leave the room.
"Tom, if you are going to be rude, I have done with you. I didn't wish
to hurt your feelings more than was needed; but as you are determined
to have another reason, it's easy enough to give. I don't care an atom
for you, and I never shall care! I don't want ever to see anything more
of you at all."
Tom was crushed. He had done the business now, and no mistake. The
proverbial dove flying in his face would not have amazed him more than
this indignant outburst. He did not dare to follow Ethel; but presently
he heard a step running downstairs, and when he looked out of the
window, there was Ethel in the garden, dressed as for a walk.
Where could she be going? Darkness fell early these wintry afternoons.
It would soon be dusk.
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