"No; a study, of course. You will be the breadwinner, and your needs
must be considered first. A study for you is a necessity. Madre must
have the bedroom on the next floor,—behind the drawing-room. She will
have Daisy to sleep with her permanently, I hope; and there is the
dressing room for Daisy to use. Anice can have the little half-way room
jutting out at the back; and you—if you don't mind—the one over it.
Then there will be the top front bedroom for friends. We can make it
look very pretty."
"I thought of that room for you."
"There are two behind. One will be for the maids—we are not to keep
more than two maids, are we?—And the smaller can be mine."
"That corner room, with no fireplace? Nonsense!"
"It will do well enough, when I am at home. If you like, you can treat
me as a visitor, and put me in the spare room. Governesses don't get a
superabundance of holidays, so there will be no real difficulty."
Fulvia seated herself on an empty chest, left in the middle of the
room, with the air of having settled everything. Nigel stood gravely in
front.
"You do not really suppose I shall consent to that scheme?"
Her eyes sparkled.
"I may choose to act with nobody's consent except my own."
"It would not be right."
"People differ in their views of 'right'!"
"Fulvia—" he said, in a different tone.
"Yes."
He had gone over the possible scene fifty times in imagination. He had
pictured himself as saying that or this in careful kind words, hinting,
indeed, at the true state of his own feelings, yet so as not to shock
or grieve her. But he had not once pictured himself as coming out
suddenly, in desperation, with the bald request—
"Fulvia, will you be my wife?"
It was not a well-selected place for an offer of marriage. The room was
absolutely empty, with the exception of their two selves and the box
on which Fulvia sat. Everybody knows how dreary is the impression made
by an absolutely empty room. Streaks of paint disfigured the blindless
and curtainless window, which glared dismally on the pair. Fulvia had
torn her dress walking downstairs, and her crape had gathered dust by
the way. Nigel's own shoulders were whitened by contact with the pantry
wall. No whit of what Mrs. Duncan called "poetical glamour" existed to
enhance the occasion. All was bare and cold.
A pause followed Nigel's abrupt proposal of marriage.
Fulvia gazed fixedly down. She did not flush now, but grew pale.
"Is it because Ethel has refused him, and he turns to me as a pis
aller?" she asked herself.
As she made no answer, he spoke again, not without agitation—
"I have not much to give you. It is not as things have been—but I would
do my utmost—would strive to repay something of what you have lost. I
would devote my life to that. I will, if you will let me."
Still no reply.
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