Ethel had not crossed Fulvia's path since the latter was engaged. There
had been a singular break in the intercourse between Ethel Elvey and
the Brownings, coming about naturally. Ethel caught a bad cold the
evening in the cemetery, and was a prisoner for many days after. She
could not shake off the cold, and seemed unaccountably poorly, her
parents thought. Then the younger boys had slight scarlatina, which
made quarantine needful. Ethel nursed the boys, and ended by having
it herself, not severely, though she was much pulled down. Dr. Duncan
talked of a want of rallying power, and sent her to the sea for a month
with the convalescent boys. When she came back, pale and weak still, an
opportune invitation arrived from a kind old friend living under the
shadow of Snowdon.
Certain difficulties existed; but Ethel showed an unwonted eagerness
to be absent, and Dr. Duncan was strongly in favour of it. Mr. Elvey
took the matter in hand, over-rode all objections, told Ethel to go,
and desired her to stay as long as she could. Perhaps he suspected
her trouble in some degree. He had surprised her once shedding very
bitter tears, after Nigel's engagement had become known, and Ethel had
clung to him for comfort, secure of no worrying questions being asked.
Mr. Elvey was not far-sighted about such matters, but he had keenness
enough to put two and two together when the twos were very plainly
written.
So Ethel went to Wales, and stayed long away, and Nigel had never once
seen or spoken with her since their sorrowful farewell. Better so for
them both.
Mrs. Browning watched him anxiously these weeks. Somehow she was more
strongly alive to the change in him than was Fulvia, perhaps because
Fulvia would not let herself see. Mrs. Browning did see. She had a
constant feeling that this Nigel was not altogether her Nigel, her boy!
She had nothing to complain of definitely. He was very good to her,
as to Fulvia; carefully attentive to them both; but the old sunshine
was wanting. Life seemed with him to have grown into an embodiment
of severe duty, unrelieved by pleasure. There was no relaxing. He
worked hard, read hard, walked a certain amount daily, went through a
steady routine; but nothing was done lightly. He had never shown so
little inclination for talk. Except in the evenings, he was chiefly
away, and in the evenings, he always had a book. If Mrs. Browning or
Fulvia showed a wish for conversation, he responded kindly, but with a
manifest effort, and it never lasted long.
Mrs. Browning craved for his old look, his old smile,—craved at times
with a passionate longing. She did not know how to give up her former
Nigel.
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