"I think you are hardly reasonable," he said seriously. "It is not a
question of forgiveness at all. What I mind is not the thing itself,
but that you could do such a thing. That is what I could not have
believed. I have always felt, whatever else might be wanting, that was
not wanting. I could trust you, absolutely. And now—"
Fulvia could not speak.
Both were silent for a minute or two.
"We need never allude to this again," he said at length; and he went
away, leaving her alone.
Fulvia dragged herself to her own room, locked the door, and gave way
to a paroxysm of weeping. She could not appear at dinner; could not
show herself again that night.
CHAPTER XXVII
IN SUDDEN PERIL
"When the dimpled water slippeth,
Full of laughter, on its way,
And her wing the wagtail dippeth,
Running by the brink at play;
When the poplar leaves atremble
Turn their edges to the light,
And the far-up clouds resemble
Veils of gauze most clear and white."
* * * * * *
"Though the heart be not attending,
Having sorrows of her own,
Through the fields and fallows winding,
It is sad to walk alone."—JEAN INGELOW.
FULVIA'S storm was over, but grey weather remained. No further words
passed about the discovered postscript. Mr. Carden-Cox was not told.
Daisy never referred to the subject.
There was a slight difference in Nigel's manner from that day; not
visible to lookers-on, and not intentional, but patent to Fulvia. She
could not help knowing that she had sunk in his estimation: that the
position she held with respect to him was altered. Not only had she
yielded to the first temptation, but there had been long-persistent
deceit, silence, and untruth.
Nigel knew the whole now; and Fulvia quailed before what she felt
to be his view of the matter. His very silence was eloquent. He
asked no explanations, because no explanations could touch the main
fact. Nothing that Fulvia could say might raise her quite to her old
position. He did not mean to show any change of manner towards her;
yet a change existed. During the days following, he undoubtedly held
a little aloof, and was more wrapped up in his own concerns, not
appealing often for Fulvia's sympathy.
Fulvia was at times oppressed by a belief that he would have been
willing to break off the engagement, had he not been bound by his own
promise, by the family wronging of Fulvia, by his father's dying words.
She felt that this was the rift which might widen into parting, this
the beginning of real unhappiness to her. Hitherto she had had doubts
and questionings, but in the main she had been content. Now she knew
that duty was the bond which held him to her. In truth, the shock of
this discovery about Fulvia had sent Nigel back with a rebound to his
old exclusive trust in Ethel; for Ethel could never have acted thus.
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