Mrs. Browning and Daisy were inadequate to the management of Fulvia,
when Fulvia chose to take the bit between her teeth. It was all very
well for Mrs. Duncan to send directions that Fulvia ought to go to bed.
Mrs. Bramble delivered the message faithfully, but Fulvia refused to
obey.
"How cam, I, till I know about Ethel?" she asked. "Take care of myself
when Ethel is perhaps—oh, if they had only let me stay to hear! It was
cruel to hurry me away. But Nigel will soon be at home, and he can find
out. I must stay downstairs till Nigel comes. Not good for me! What
does that matter? What do I care? I only want to know if Ethel is safe."
She built her hopes upon Nigel's return, which seemed to be
unaccountably delayed. Meantime she had consented to change her soaked
clothing, and to dispose of what Daisy called "a hot drink." Then, as
she shivered incessantly, despite her warm shawl, a fire was lighted in
the study, and Fulvia cowered over it.
Daisy offered to go to the Rectory for news, but Fulvia would not
consent. "They may not have heard," she said, shuddering. "If Ethel is
safe, it would be brutal to frighten Mrs. Elvey without need. And if—if
the worst has happened, they will hear soon enough—too soon. Why should
one be in a hurry to bring misery to people! It is hard enough to bear
one's own wretchedness."
Suspense in her present mood found relief in speech. Fulvia talked
incessantly, going over every detail of the day's adventures, enlarging
with feverish admiration on Ethel's self-devotion. She did not shed
tears, but she could not be silent or turn to another subject. Her
limbs were aching, her face and head burning. Mrs. Browning listened
uneasily, trying in vain to soothe her. Agreement or opposition alike
made her worse. Anice was upstairs, keeping aloof, as usual, from
uncomfortableness, and Daisy watched at the dining-room window, coming
from time to time with the report, "No news and nobody,"—always to be
ordered back by Fulvia to her post of observation.
"Nigel will be here directly. He must," Fulvia said on one of these
occasions. "Let me know the moment you see him. No, I won't have you do
anything. Only wait." Then she recurred to the grievous refrain: "If
Ethel is drowned, I shall never forgive myself. It will have been all
through me. I shall never look any one in the face again."
At last!—the sound of wheels! Daisy flew in. "Some one has come," she
cried. "Cousin Jamie, and—I'm not sure, but I think I had a glimpse of
Nigel."
Fulvia kept her seat, trembling violently. She did not grow pale, but
the flush deepened, spreading to her brow. "Call them here—quick," she
said. "If not, I will go out. Quick!"
Daisy obeyed to the best of her power.
Dr. Duncan came in first, looking as if the events of the last two
hours had told upon him. Nigel followed,—not the Nigel who had left
home after lunch, but white, worn, heavy-eyed, as he had been after his
father's death.
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