"I meant what I said," Fulvia answered low: "that it will be better for
us to be brother and sister again, as we used to be."
"But—why?"
"Must I say why?"
She was the more composed of the two. She had had her struggle
beforehand, and was mistress of herself, while Nigel, taken by
surprise, was visibly agitated.
He sat down in front of her, leaning forward; and as he faced Fulvia,
she noted a strange gleam in his eyes.
A wonder crossed her mind! Did this mean distress, or was it a sense of
possible relief, even of joy?
"Yes; I have had no idea all these weeks—But you are changed! What has
happened?"
"Not the will," she said. "You could not really suppose it to be that.
I am only glad he did not make a new one."
"Then—what?"
Fulvia answered by a single word, soft and clear, "Ethel!"
Nigel did not move, and his eyes were on Fulvia still.
"What does this mean? Have I given you cause—?"
"No," she interrupted; "you have fought hard. I know it, and I don't
blame you—I don't indeed. You have been open and true. And I accepted
you, knowing—if not, I ought to have known—for you were true. But—"
"You cannot trust me?"
"If either of us says that, I am the one to say it to you."
"No; You do not trust me," he said, with marked displeasure.
Yet, under the displeasure, under the gravity, the trouble, the
suppressed emotion, Fulvia knew that there lay the dawn of a new hope,
of an old dead hope revived, so radiant that he dared not look at it.
She knew this as distinctly as if she could have seen into his heart.
"I think," she said firmly, though with unsteady lips, "that you and
I are better as brother and sister. It is wiser for both of us. I do
trust you. I know that you are true; and you would be true to me. You
would give me all that is in your power to give. But I should expect
more than you are able to give; and if I never had it, I should be
miserable—we should both be miserable. You have tried hard, and you
would try—to the end. You see, I do not doubt you. But think how
far-off that end might lie! And your heart's love is for Ethel, not for
me."
No direct answer came to this. Nigel sprang up, and paced the room
with restless steps. Fulvia knew that he was troubled, but not
sorrow-stricken, not in the least danger of being heart-broken. She
could watch his face safely as he walked, for he did not look once
towards her. It was worried and grieved, nothing more.
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