"Of course it has. Now, you needn't keep staring towards the study.
Time enough for that when Duncan comes out. Just listen to me. Daisy
understands, and I want you to understand. I wrote four letters, and
put them out in order on my desk; and I wrote four postscripts, putting
one inside each envelope. Mind one into each! I'm as sure of that as
I am of—well, of anything!" a particular simile failing him. "One
postscript into each envelope, taking them in a regular succession. By
some extraordinary fatality I put the wrong postscripts into the wrong
envelopes. Can't imagine how. Never was guilty of such an absurdity
in my life before. However, there it is! Each went to the wrong
individual. Three have turned up, and the fourth hasn't!"
"Very odd!" said Fulvia.
"Odd! It's inexplicable."
"Things do disappear unaccountably sometimes."
"No doubt. But just listen. It's as plain as a pikestaff, if you'll
give your mind to it for a minute. The postscripts went two and two,
so to speak, in a double exchange. Ethel's and Daisy's were exchanged.
Daisy sent hers to Ethel, and Ethel returned the other to me. Either
plan open, of course. That's Ethel and Daisy disposed of. You and Nigel
remain. You see! Now your postscript went to Nigel, and was returned to
you. The fair inference is that Nigel's went to you, and that you ought
to have returned it to him. Eh? You see, eh?"
Fulvia had not expected this. She had reckoned on a good deal of
confusion. Mr. Carden-Cox was growing excited, but his recollections
were clear. Fulvia kept perfectly still, conscious of an internal
trembling, yet conscious that it did not show. One cheek burnt and the
other was white, as she remarked—
"Inferences are often great nonsense."
"Tut, tut!" once more. "I don't want any beating about the bush. You
girls are queer creatures; no knowing what you'll do next, or why you
do it. Tell me plainly, did you have Nigel's postscript, or did you
not? Eh?"
Fulvia had known that the question must come. She had seen it
approaching, as an inevitable thing, even while trying to stave it off.
Her mind was not so much in a state of turmoil as in a state of blank,
unable to think. She did not reason upon the right and wrong of the
question. Wrong-doing had landed her in this difficulty; and the one
way out of it seemed to her too hard to be taken. In that moment she
had the choice. The straightforward and painful path lay one way; the
crooked and seemingly easy path lay the other way.
If she had but taken the right path, regardless of consequences! At the
worst, the consequences of well-doing, even when painful, can never
be so hard to bear as the consequences of ill-doing. But to Fulvia it
almost appeared that she had no choice. The upward step was in her eyes
so entirely impossible that the other step became a necessity.
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