Nina's peril : $b a novelMiller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Philosophy
Nina's peril : $b a novel
Miller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Romance fiction
A vague presentiment of horror crept into his thoughts. He was very
quiet as they moved on mile after mile, and his thoughts were strangely
blended. Past and present mingled with his teeming fancies. While he
tried to think of Nina’s terrible grief and peril now, he found his
thoughts wandering back to the child Nina who had been so fond of him
in his boyish days, and the memory of her childish love smote him with
bitter reproach.
“From first to last she has been fond of me and true to me,” he said to
himself. “And I, how have I deserved the gift of her heart and life?
I have been a traitor to her trust, an incubus, a marplot. But for my
mother’s mistaken kindness the child might have had a life all sunshine
and beauty. She had wealth and honor and many friends. These would have
made her life a dream of happiness but for me--me, who have blighted
and ruined it all, who have darkened her young days with shame and
sorrow, and perhaps a horrible doom. Oh, better for her had she never
seen me!”
Before his mind’s eye came a vision of Nina as he had seen her first on
the day of his home coming to Selwyn Heights with his sore, rebellious
heart.
“What a grey day it was,--grey sky, grey sea, grey hills in the
background. Nothing bright in all the picture except Nina in her
crimson dress, and with her proud, lovely face, and great wistful
dark eyes. Ah, it was a grey day for her, too, poor child. A black
day--black with the shadow of creeping horror! Oh, God forgive me for
the weakness and folly that wrought all her woe!”
He felt like shrieking aloud as he saw in memory the lovely white
figure that had come to him in the drawing room that night, and fancied
that lissom bride-like figure upon the awful black scaffold.
“They shall not murder her, my love, my bride,” he swore, frantically
to himself. “I will snatch her from the arms of the law, aye, from the
arms of death itself, or failing, I will die with her and beside her,
and my death may be some atonement for my fault.”
Oh, the sadness, the madness, of a love felt too late! Talbot
Strangemore knew it all now as he journeyed mechanically on while that
lovely, bride-like figure of Nina kept pace with his dreadful thoughts
of her impending doom.
“Do I hear her sing as of old,
My bird with the shining head,
My own dove with the tender eye?
But there rings on a sudden a passionate cry,
There is some one dying or dead.
And a sudden thunder is rolled:
For a tumult shakes the city
And I wake, my dream is fled;
In the shuddering dawn behold,
Without knowledge, without pity
By the curtains of my bed
That abiding phantom cold.”
Lost in his own thronging thoughts he has unconsciously lagged behind
the others until the murmur of their voices falls but indistinctly on
his ears.
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