Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a storyFarningham, Marianne
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Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a story
Farningham, Marianne
Christian life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Reformers -- Fiction
It was not during the funeral, nor even for a day or two afterwards,
that the desolateness of her position forced itself upon Margaret, for
it is never while the body of the beloved one is in the house, and the
mind is forced to lend itself to the customary preparations for the
signs of mourning (stupid enough in themselves, but serviceable in that
they compel the thought from the acute woe of the first terrible
days)—it is never then that the loss is realised in its greatness. When
the last caller has spoken the condolences which he meant to be kind,
and the door is shut, enclosing the empty house, it is then that the
weight of the loss is most crushing. To Margaret everything seemed to
have gone with that presence which had pervaded the house. The shutters
had not been taken down from the windows of the little shop, but
Margaret knew without looking for them where the books were which he
loved, and the papers he had handled. The animals that he had fed looked
at her with wistful eyes that made Margaret weep afresh. The chair in
which he had sat seemed to hold a shadowy form, and Margaret could not
but throw herself beside it and cry—
“O, for the touch of a vanished hand,
And the sound of a voice that is still!”
It was not the time for her lover to speak of his love, or to urge its
claims. John felt that all that he could do was to sit sometimes by her
side, that she might get what comfort she could from his presence. She
was so entirely alone in the world that he thought she must consent to
marry him. What else should she do? And as he said this to himself a
great joy of hope filled him. He loved her so greatly—his own beautiful
darling, that he would gladly live with her in this little home, and
leave his own to his mother; or he would take her beyond the seas, and
work for her as a common emigrant, and feel himself a crowned king when
she rewarded him with her love. There was nothing—nothing that he would
not do to possess her; and surely the time was nearer than ever now.
But a few days afterward a terrible thing happened, which put that for
which he longed even farther away than it had seemed before, and which
would have made a weaker woman than Margaret really ill.
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