Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a storyFarningham, Marianne
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Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a story
Farningham, Marianne
Christian life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Reformers -- Fiction
John Dallington made the quotation softly, so that only those nearest to
him heard it; but they realised its aptness as they looked at the truest
knight of the century. What a brave battle he had fought, and how little
he regarded himself as a hero! How unswervingly he had run his course,
turning neither to the right nor the left, but reaching the goal of his
desire only to lay his victor’s crown on the altar of his faith. A man
of remarkable talents, indeed, and thankful for every one of them; for
the high thoughts which he knew had been given to him, not made by him,
for the power to speak so that men were persuaded, for the health which
had enabled him to endure fatigue, and the wealth which he might use as
he pleased, and for the courage of his convictions, which had made him
do where others had but ventured to dream! He could not ignore it all on
this, the last day of the year, any more than others did, but he had
many misgivings and regrets to keep him humble. Strange to say, he was
feeling very lonely, though in the midst of his dearest friends; and
perhaps the sight of Dallington’s happiness made him realise more than
ever before that, however much he had gained, he had missed something
without which no man’s life is complete. His thoughts were with his
father. Some one a few minutes before had asked him whether he ever took
up a newspaper nowadays without seeing his own name in it; and he
answered half irritably, “Yes, very often,” for that was not a
particularly interesting item to him; then he wondered what his father
would think of it all if he could know; and a shadow of self-reproach
stole over him, and a fear, lest, after all, he had not done wisely and
well. But they were waiting for his song, and presently his voice, to
which he owed so much, rang out clearly, though in subdued tones:—
“Give pardon to-night,
O God of the light!
For we are like children who wail in the shade,
Half afraid;
And look up to Thy face
For love, comfort, and grace.
Around Thee we gather—
Forgive us, our Father!
“The day breaks at last,
The shadows are past,
And we must go forward, pursuing our way
Through the day;
Go Thou where we go,
Thy will make us know,
And, all danger scorning,
Go forth to the morning.”
“The morning is almost here,” said Dallington.
“Would you not like to meet the year outside? It is a glorious night.”
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