And so at last MacNab would begin. Bits of sacking would fly in all
directions, streams of straw and sawdust would exude. He's kicked it
twice, and hit it an appalling welt with the butt of his gun. The
sweat pours from his face; but his eyes are gleaming, as he stops at
last from sheer exhaustion.
"Splendid, MacNab; you're a credit to Glasgow, me boy. Are you
beginning to feel what it's like to stick your point into something,
even though it's only a sack?"
But MacNab is already more than half ashamed of his little outburst; he
is unable to understand what made him see red--and somewhat
uncomfortably he returns to his place in the squad. Only, if you look
at Jimmy, you will see the glint of a smile in his eyes: the squad is
new--the beginning has not been bad. He knows what made MacNab see
red; by the time he has finished with him, the pride of Glasgow will
never see anything else. . . .
And yet what do they know of seeing red, these diners of London? It is
just as well, I grant, that they should know nothing; but sometimes one
wonders, when they talk so glibly of the trenches, when they dismiss
with a casual word the many months of hideous boredom, the few moments
of blood-red passion of the overseas life, what would they think--how
would they look--if they did know.
Would they look as did O'Neil's bride, when the robber chief's head
arrived at the breakfast table? Lest there be any unfortunates who
know not Kipling let me quote:
As a derelict ship drifts away with the tide
The Captain went out on the Past from his Bride,
Back, back, through the springs to the chill of the year,
When he hunted the Boh from Maloon to Tsaleer.
As the shape of a corpse dimmers up through deep water,
In his eye lit the passionless passion of slaughter,
And men who had fought with O'Neil for the life
Had gazed on his face with less dread than his wife. . . .
Perhaps--who knows? It is difficult to imagine the results of an
impossibility--and knowledge in this case is an impossibility. Still
at times the grim cynicism of the whole thing comes over one with a
rush, and one--laughs. It is the only solution--laughter. Let us blot
it out, all this strange performance in France: let us eat, drink and
be merry. But some quotations are better not finished. . . .
"Come and join us at our table." A girl was speaking, an awfully dear
girl, one to whom I had been among the many "also rans." Her
husband--an officer in the infantry--grinned affably from another table.
"In a moment," I answered her, "I will come, and you won't like me at
all when I do." Then I remembered something. "Why do you dine with
that scoundrel?"
"Who?--My funny old Dick? A dreadful sight, isn't he, but quite
harmless."
"Is he? You ask him about the German at Les Boeufs whom he met
unexpectedly, and see what he says."
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