And there is only one way to produce that character--only one. It may
succeed and it may fail; the shrewdest judges of human character make
mistakes, the best leaders err sometimes. But--give him
responsibility, and help him to understand that responsibility, with
the help that only a good leader can give. Help him to grasp that
phrase--_My_ men; help him to realise that their worries are his
worries, their amusements his amusements; help him to understand the
value of cheerfulness when everything is damnable--utterly damnable.
Then watch him. He may fail; well, you've made a mistake; but he may
succeed, and then you've made a man. Which is always a thing worth
doing. . . .
VIII
THE THIRD LESSON IS LEARNED
And so it came about that three months later Reginald
Simpkins--lance-corporal--and Shorty Bill--private--were seated on the
fire-step of a trench side by side. With one continuous droning roar
the shells passed over their heads and crumped into the German lines
opposite. The days of peace for the battalion were over; in a quarter
of an hour they were going over the top. Thousands like them sat on
similar fire-steps and realised that same fact, for it was no little
show this time: it was one where divisions and corps were involved.
But to the pawns in the game, the horizon is limited: it is just their
own destination, their own life, their own fate that looms up big and
blots out the rest. It's not the other hundred thousand who matter at
the moment--it's the pawn himself who wonders, and laughs, and sings,
and prays. . . .
Shorty, smoking his pipe imperturbably, was feeling the edge of his own
particular weapon, with critical finger, and every now and then
stealing a look at the boy beside him. Apparently satisfied at last
with its sharpness he laid it down on the step and turned to our friend.
"You done well, son," he remarked at length, thoughtfully removing his
pipe. "I'm pleased with you. I was afraid at one time--just after you
took the stripe--when some of 'em was ragging you, as you would turn
out a quitter. But you got guts. You're twice the man you was when
you took it; and as for what you was when you joined us, you wasn't
nothing at all save a walking disease."
"I'm glad you think I've made good, Shorty." Reginald was swallowing a
little hard. "I--er--I--Good God! Shorty, I'm just sick with
funk--that's straight." It was out at last, and Shorty Bill smiled
gently and nodded his head.
"Son," he remarked, "it's one good sign that you ain't afraid o' saying
so. Now personally I'm not--though it ain't no credit to me. It's how
we're made, I reckon. When my time comes, it comes, and there's no
blamed use worrying."
"I know all that, but--somehow--it ain't much comfort that idea, when
it comes to the point. I tell you, Shorty, I don't want to be killed;
I----" His voice died away, and he looked shamefacedly at the sandbags
in front of him.
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