Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Tietjens' mind missed a notch again. . . . It _was_ the fear of the mud
that was going to obsess him. Yet, curiously, he had never been under
heavy fire in mud. . . . You would think that would not have
obsessed him. But in his ear he had just heard uttered in a whisper of
intense weariness, the words: _Es ist nicht zu ertragen; es ist das dasz
uns verloren hat_ . . . words in German, of utter despair, meaning: It
is unbearable: it is that has ruined us. . . . The mud! . . . He
had heard those words, standing amidst volcano craters of mud, amongst
ravines, monstrosities of slime, cliffs and distances, all of slime. . . .
He had been going, for curiosity or instruction, from Verdun where he
had been attached to the French--on a holiday afternoon when nothing was
doing, with a guide, to visit one of the outlying forts. . . .
Deaumont? . . . No, Douaumont. . . . Taken from the enemy about a week
before. . . . When would that be? He had lost all sense of
chronology. . . . In November. . . . A beginning of some November. . . .
With a miracle of sunshine: not a cloud: the mud towering up shut you in
intimately with a sky that ached for limpidity. . . . And the slime had
moved . . . following a French bombardier who was strolling along eating
nuts, disreputably, his shoulders rolling. . . . _Déserteurs_. . . . The
moving slime was German deserters. . . . You could not see them: the
leader of them--an officer!--had his glasses so thick with mud that you
could not see the colour of his eyes, and his half-dozen decorations were
like the beginnings of swallows' nests, his beard like stalactites. . . .
Of the other men you could only see the eyes--extraordinarily
vivid: mostly blue like the sky! . . . Deserters! Led by an officer! Of
the Hamburg Regiment! As if an officer of the Buffs had gone over! . . .
It was incredible. . . . And that was what the officer had said as he
passed: not shamefacedly, but without any humanity left in him . . .
_Done_! . . . Those moving saurians compacted of slime kept on passing
him afterwards, all the afternoon. . . . And he could not help picturing
their immediate antecedents for two months. . . . In advanced
pill-boxes. . . . No, they didn't have pill-boxes then. . . . In
advanced pockets of mud, in dreadful solitude amongst those ravines. . . .
suspended in eternity, at the last day of the world. And it had
horribly shocked him to hear again the German language a rather soft
voice, a little suety. . . . Like an obscene whisper. . . . The voice
obviously of the damned: hell could hold nothing curious for those poor
beasts. . . . His French guide had said sardonically: _On dirait
l'Inferno de Dante_! . . . Well, those Germans were getting back on him.
They were now to become an obsession! A complex, they said nowadays. . . .
The general said coolly:
"I presume you refuse to answer?"
That shook him cruelly.
He said desperately:
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