Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Why then had she done it? Partly, undoubtedly, out of pity for him. She
had given him a rotten time; she had undoubtedly, at one moment, wanted
to give him the consolation of his girl's arms. . . . Why, damn it, she,
Sylvia, and no one else, had forced out of him the invitation to the
girl to become his mistress. Nothing but the infernal cruelty of their
interview of the morning could have forced him to the pitch of sexual
excitement that would make him make a proposal of illicit intercourse to
a young lady to whom hitherto he had spoken not even one word of
affection. It was an effect of a Sadic kind. That was the only way to
look at it scientifically. And without doubt Sylvia had known what she
was doing. The whole morning, at intervals, like a person directing the
whiplash to a cruel spot of pain, reiteratedly, she had gone on and on.
She had accused him of having Valentine Wannop for his mistress. She had
accused him of having Valentine Wannop for his mistress. She had accused
him of having Valentine Wannop for his mistress. . . . With maddening
reiteration, like that. They had disposed of an estate; they had settled
up a number of business matters; they had decided that his heir was to
be brought up as a Papist--the mother's religion! They had gone,
agonizedly enough, into their own relationships and past history. Into
the very paternity of his child. . . . But always, at moments when his
mind was like a blind octopus, squirming in an agony of knife-cuts she
would drop in that accusation. She had accused him of having Valentine
Wannop for his mistress. . . .
He swore by the living God. . . . He had never realized that he had a
passion for the girl till that morning; that he had a passion deep and
boundless like the sea, shaking like a tremor of the whole world, an
unquenchable thirst, a thing the thought of which made your bowels turn
over. . . . But he had not been the sort of fellow who goes into his
emotions. . . . Why, damn it, even at that moment when he thought of the
girl, there, in that beastly camp, in that Rembrandt beshadowed hut,
when he thought of the girl he named her to himself Miss Wannop. . . .
It wasn't in that way that a man thought of a young woman whom he was
aware of passionately loving. He wasn't aware. He hadn't been aware.
Until that morning. . . .
Then . . . that let him out . . . Undoubtedly that let him out. . . . A
woman cannot throw her man, her official husband, into the arms of the
first girl that comes along and consider herself as having any further
claims upon him. Especially if, on the same day, you part with him, he
going out to France! _Did_ it let him out? Obviously it did.
He caught with such rapidity at his glass of rum and water that a little
of it ran over on to his thumb. He swallowed the lot, being instantly
warmed. . . .
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