Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
He staggered, his knees wooden-stiff with the cold, and the cold more
intense now the wall of men no longer sheltered him from the wind, out
along the brink of the plateau to the other lines. It gave him
satisfaction to observe that he had got his men into their lines
seventy-five per cent, quicker than the best of the N.C.O.'s who had had
charge of the other lines. Nevertheless, he swore bitingly at the
sergeants: their men were in knots round the entrance to the alleys of
ghost-pyramids. . . . Then there were no more, and he drifted with
regret across the plain towards his country street of huts. One of them
had a coarse evergreen rose growing over it. He picked a leaf, pressed
it to his lips and threw it up into the wind. . . . "That's for
Valentine," he said meditatively. "Why did I do that? . . . Or perhaps
it's for England. . . ." He said: "Damn it all, this is patriotism! . . .
_This_ is patriotism. . . ." It wasn't what you took patriotism as a
rule to be. There were supposed to be more parades about that job! . . .
But this was just a broke to the wide, wheezy, half-frozen Yorkshireman,
who despised every one in England not a Yorkshireman, or from more to
the North, at two in the morning picking a leaf from a rose-tree and
slobbering over it, without knowing what he was doing. And then
discovering that it was half for a pug-nosed girl whom he presumed, but
didn't know, to smell like a primrose; and half for . . . England! . . .
At two in the morning with the thermometer ten degrees below zero. . . .
Damn, it was cold! . . .
And why these emotions? . . . Because England, not before it was time,
had been allowed to decide not to do the dirty on her associates! . . .
He said to himself: "It is probably because a hundred thousand
sentimentalists like myself commit similar excesses of the subconscious
that we persevere in this glorious but atrocious undertaking. All the
same, I didn't know I had it in me!" A strong passion! . . . For his
girl and his country! . . . Nevertheless, his girl was a pro-German. . . .
It was a queer mix-up! . . . Not of course a pro-German, but
disapproving of the preparation of men, like bullocks, with sleek
healthy skins for the abattoirs in Smithfield. . . . Agreeing presumably
with the squits who had been hitherto starving the B.E.F. of men. . . .
A queer mix-up. . . .
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