No. XIII; or, The Story of the Lost VestalMarshall, Emma
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No. XIII; or, The Story of the Lost Vestal
Marshall, Emma
Christian converts -- Fiction; Rome -- History -- Empire, 30 B.C.-476 A.D. -- Fiction; Vestal virgins -- Fiction
Through the opening in the roof the deep blue sky of the Italian night
was seen, studded with stars, and from afar came the sound of the
surging multitudes of Rome, like the distant roar of the sea, growing
less and less distinct as the summer night hushed even the busy throngs
of the Roman citizens to rest.
Hyacintha felt a sense of awe, but not of fear. She looked up at the
face of the figure of the goddess, and then beyond it, upwards to the
stars, and she felt as far from the one as from the other.
There was no bond of love between Vesta and her priestess, no sign that
for her she felt any particular care or affection.
It was a high honour to be her priestess; from her childhood she had
craved for it, and now the honour was hers, and yet, surely, there was
a void, a want somewhere, which Vesta could not fill.
It was service for Rome to guard that sacred fire, and as she moved
gently, with a sort of hushed reverence, to the silver vessels where
the fuel was kept, to replenish that clear bright flame, she almost
started at her own movements, and scarcely dared to breathe, as she
gently and reverently fed the sacred fire.
“It is for the good of Rome and her people,” she thought, “it is a
service which many thousands might envy, but there is scarce the
response within my heart of which Claudius spoke; did he not call
it ‘a witness.’ I felt a great glow of joy to-day when I took poor
little Pulcheria to my chamber, and consoled her for her grief that
she was not thought fair enough to lead the procession of the children
disciples through Rome to-morrow. Poor little one! how she wept
because Valeria had been elected and she was rejected. As she threw
her arms round my neck and sobbed out that she loved to be with me,
and that she would not care about Valeria’s unkind words if I were her
friend, I felt that sweetness at my heart which I do not feel here.
Here, where I am fulfilling the most beautiful of offices--the guardian
of the Palladium--the replenishing of the sacred flame!
“I ought to be satisfied and happy, with a happiness greater than that
of the pleasure-seeking ladies, whose life is passed in indulgence, and
who die at last, worn out with the search for that, to judge by many
sad faces, they never find.
“I have a higher and nobler destiny to fulfil, and I can never become
like old Lucia or Agrippina, who go through all the service of the
temple with slow unwilling feet, dark sad eyes, and even mutter words
of dissatisfaction.
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