Leilanane helped. The affairs of state were the small part of being
lanee, but the social functions were nightly. And since Lanee Elanane
had no mate, nor cared to speak with intent, he appeared at the state
functions with his sister. He was gently criticized for this; not as
lanee, but for the fact that he prevented his sister from the company
of young men of her own set. In shorter, blunter words, Guy was
"spoiling her chances!"
But Leilanane did not seem to care. She was happy. Guy pondered this,
and wondered whether she would have been as happy with her real
brother, or whether the facts, though unknown to her mind, were not
unknown to the chemistry that attracted men and women mutually.
Wondering, Guy opened the gain of his instrument one evening and looked
into her mind. He wanted to know, truly, whether she preferred him, or
whether her preference was but a desire to serve him. To Guy's way of
thinking, there was a difference in love between love of the man and
love of doing things for him.
So Guy looked and retreated blushing. For in Leilanane's mind there was
confusion and frustration; she was bitter against the laws that forbade
mating between blood relatives. That one experience told Guy how huge a
weapon the thought-beam instrument really was, and he swore never to do
that again.
It also gave him confusion. He was in no position to ponder
the unanswerable question he put to himself. It evolved into a
merry-go-round that left him dizzy. In telling Leilanane the truth,
he could establish a right to openly court her. But it would at once
remove any possibility of remaining close to her. On the other hand
not telling her kept them together--with the most formidable barrier
between them.
It gave Maynard sleepless nights, and in order to keep from thinking
himself into a bottomless pit, Guy started to build a thought-beam
instrument of monster proportions. What he hoped to do with the
instrument he did not know, but at one time he considered using it to
condition Ertene into believing that it would be proper to mate him
with his sister. When he analyzed the latter consideration, he scorned
himself for thinking of it. He'd be throwing Ertene to the dogs for his
own personal desire for a woman. And then he knew that no matter how he
felt, he could not use the instrument in that manner.
It was excellent, he found, for gaining information without the giver's
knowledge. But trying to coerce the individual in the slightest thing
was impossible without letting the one know that mental tricks were
being played.
He was forced to do some fast talking on the day he found that out,
and only managed to talk himself out of trouble by calling to mind and
attention the fact that he had known the man for many kilodays.
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