"Any woman in her right mind would greet you affectionately," smiled
Kane. "You're the Man of the Hour for fair. The Man Who. You're
famous, Guy. Wealth is yours for the taking. Fame is yours already.
They're talking about hitting Mars, and they're naming you as supreme
commander. How do you like that?"
Guy shook his head. "I've had enough killing for one lifetime."
"You'll change that opinion," said Kane. "What you need is rest and
relaxation."
"I'd like to get away from the whole business," said Maynard. "I'm
beginning to hate the whole shebang."
"You'll forget that. Did you know that they're going to present you
with your starred nebulae tonight?"
"Are they?"
"Yes. Laura Greggor will be there, too. Are you going to offer her the
chance?"
"Might as well," said Guy.
* * * * *
Kane looked at the younger man sharply. "You lost more than friendship
out there on Mephisto," said Kane. "You lost more than your fellow men."
"You mean Joan Forbes?"
"Yes."
Guy nodded slowly. "I curse myself that I didn't realize her affection
sooner. I'd have had her now if I'd not been so accursedly blind."
"No, you're wrong," said Kane. "Forbes would have followed you out
there anyway. Nothing would have changed, excepting that Joan could
have eased your worry some. Call her Joan Forbes or Mrs. Guy Maynard,
and you would have found her out there on Mephisto III."
"I called her Forbes and ignored her affection," said Maynard with a
groan.
"It's done now," said Kane. "In all of our lives, there are mistakes
which cause us regret for the rest of our lives. Not one of us is
immune. But, Guy, the successful ones of us forget our regrets and look
forward instead of backward. Living in the past is death in the future."
"It's hard to forget," said Guy.
"And yet," said Kane, "out there you will find an entire planet ready
to give you their acclaim. They'll make you forget. Unless, of course,
you prefer to remember, in which case you'll retreat within yourself
and become an embittered man. But if you'll go out there among the
people who want you to be the hero they think you are, you'll find
yourself being so busy living up to their belief that there'll be no
time for regret.
"But above all, Guy, don't take the other road. You can go anywhere
from here, now. If you become embittered because of your regret,
you'll end up a wizened old man with nothing but sorrow to recall for
all your lifetime. Life is too short and too interesting to spend it in
the past. Guy, what would Forbes tell you to do?"
Guy turned. "She'd probably laugh and tell me not to be a fool. She'd
probably admit in that laughing way of hers that she was the best--but
second best becomes top when the best is gone."
"You're bitter," said Kane. "The remedy is people, noise, music,
excitement, and forgetfulness. Come on, Guy, we'll go out now and find
it!"
"I don't think I care to."
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