When Kate had gone, Alix lay with her eyes tight shut and her head
throbbing, and tried to go to sleep, so that she need no longer make her
brain ache with keeping things out. But she could not go to sleep. And
she could not, in the silence and dark, keep things out; not Paul; nor
the war; nor Basil; nor Evie.
At last Evie came. Alix, feigning sleep, lay with tight-shut eyes, face
to the wall. Every movement of Evie, undressing in her frightful
loveliness, was horribly clear. Alix was afraid Evie, in passing her
bed, would brush against her, and that she would have to scream. If only
Evie would get to bed and to sleep.
Evie, after her undressing and washing, knelt in prayer for thirty
seconds (what was Evie's God, who should say? One cannot tell with
people like Evie, or see into their minds), then took her loveliness to
bed and fell sweetly asleep.
Alix knew from her breathing that she slept; then she unclenched her
hands and relaxed her body and cried.
CHAPTER XI
ALIX AND EVIE
1
Basil had Evie on the brain. He liked her enormously. He was glad he had
a month's more leave. He took to meeting her after she came out from her
hat shop and seeing her home. They spent Saturday afternoons together.
Alix saw them parting one Saturday evening, as she came home. Spring
Hill was dim and quiet, and they stood by the door into the Park, on the
opposite side of the road to Violette, chaffing and saying good-bye.
Alix saw Basil suddenly kiss Evie. It might be the first time: in that
case it would be an event for them both, and thrilling. Or it might be
not the first time at all: in that case it would be a habit, and jolly.
Anyhow Evie said, 'Oh, go along and don't be a silly.... Are you coming
in to-night?'
He said 'No' and laughed.
Then they saw Alix turning into Violette.
'There now,' said Evie. 'She must have seen you going on. Couldn't have
missed it.... Whatever will she think?'
'She won't think anything,' said Basil Doye. 'Alix is a nice person, and
minds her own business.'
'I believe it's her you're in love with really,' said Evie, teasing him.
He kissed her again, and said, 'Oh, do you?'
After a little more of the like conversation, which will easily be
imagined, they parted. Evie went into Violette. She ran upstairs and
into her dark bedroom and flung off her outdoor things. Turning, she saw
Alix sitting on the edge of her bed.
'Goodness, how you startled me,' said Evie.
'Sorry,' said Alix. 'Got a toothache.' She was holding her face between
her hands.
Evie said, 'Oh, bad luck. Try some aspirin. Or suck a clove.... I say,
Al.'
'What?'
'Did you see me and Mr. Doye just now, in the road? You did, didn't
you?'
'No,' said Alix.
'Oh,' said Evie, dubious, glancing at Alix's face, that was dimly wan in
the faint light from the street lamps, and twisted a little with her
toothache.
Pity seized Evie, who was kind.
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