"There, I have saved him from utter destruction!" she cried
triumphantly, leaning out into the darkness. "He has scorched himself,
that is all;" then as she walked back to her sister, her head was
erect, and there was a beautiful earnest look upon her face.
"Nannie, I don't want to find fault with you, but don't you remember
how we used to pride ourselves, in the dear old days, in not being
like other girls,--the Paines, for example, or even Adelaide Sartoris,
who used to gossip so much about young men."
Nan opened her eyes widely at this, but made no answer.
"We must not be different now, because our life is narrower and more
monotonous. I know, talking so much over our work, we have terrible
temptations to gossip; but I can't bear to think that we should ever
lower our standard, ever degenerate into the feeble girlishness we
abhor. We never used to talk about young men, Nan, except Dick; and
that did not matter. Of course we liked them in their places, and had
plenty of fun, and tormented them a little; but you never made such a
speech as that at Glen Cottage."
"Oh, dear! oh, dear! What have I done?" exclaimed Nan, much distressed
at this rebuke. "I do think you are right, Phil; and it was naughty of
me to put such a thing into your head."
"You have put no idea into my head," replied Phillis, with crisp
obstinacy. "There! I am only moralizing for my own good, as well as
yours. Small beginnings make great endings. If we once began to
gossip, we might end by flirting; and, Nan, if you knew how I hate
that sort of thing!" And Phillis looked grand and scornful.
"Yes, dear; and I know you are right," returned Nan, humbly. She was
not quite sure what she had done to provoke this outburst of high
moral feeling: but she felt that Phillis was dreadfully in earnest.
They kissed each other rather solemnly after that, and Phillis was
suffered to depart in silence.
That night there was no wistful little prayer that Mr. Drummond might
be comforted: Phillis had too many petitions to offer up on her own
account. She was accusing herself of pride, and Pharisaism, and
hypocrisy, in no measured terms. "Not like other girls! I am
worse,--worse," she said to herself. And then, among other things, she
asked for the gift of content,--for a quiet, satisfied spirit, not
craving or embittered,--strength to bear her own and her friends'
troubles, and far-looking faith to discern "God's perfectness round
our uncompleteness,--round our restlessness His rest."
The following evening, as Phillis was sorting out patterns in the
work-room, a note was brought to her from the White House. It was in
Mrs. Cheyne's handwriting, and, like herself, strangely abrupt.
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