"The conditions of your health are unchanged, you mean," answered
Elizabeth, with that quiet sympathy that always rested people. "This
is the mistake that folk make: they do not distinguish between an
unhealthy mind and a diseased soul: the one is due to physical
disorganization, the other to moral causes. In your case, dear Mrs.
Cheyne, one may safely lay the blame on the first cause."
"Oh, do you think so?" she asked, earnestly. "I dare not cheat my
conscience in that way: it is my bad temper, my undisciplined nature,
that ought to bear the blame."
"No; believe me," answered Elizabeth, for they had grown great friends
of late, "I have watched you narrowly, and I know how you try to
conquer this irritability; there is no black spot of anger in your
heart, whatever words come to your lips. You are like a fretful child
sometimes, I grant you that, who is ailing and unconscious of its
ailment. When you would be calm, you are strangely disturbed; you
speak sharply, hoping to relieve something that oppresses you."
"Oh, yes!" sighed Magdalene; "and yet Herbert never speaks crossly to
me."
"He never will, for he knows what you suffer. Well, dear friend, what
of this? This is a cross that you must carry perhaps all your life.
You are not the only one who has to bear the torment of disordered
nerves: it must be borne with resignation, as we bear other troubles.
Once you felt you could not love God; you ceased to pray to Him; now
you love Him a little. Go on loving; thank him for your husband's
patience, and pray that you may have patience with yourself. One is
weary of always living with one's self, I know that well," finished
Elizabeth, with a charming smile.
Mr. Drummond would have verified Miss Middleton's opinion that
Magdalene was not so unchanged as she believed herself to be.
At his first interview with her after Herbert Cheyne's return, he
could almost have sworn that she was a different woman.
Phillis, who spent all her spare time at the White House,--for they
both made much of Herbert's "good angel," as he still called her
jestingly,--was sitting alone with Mrs. Cheyne when Archie was
announced.
His old enemy greeted him with a frank smile.
"This is kind of you, Mr. Drummond," she said, quite warmly. "How I
wish my husband were not out, that I could introduce him to you! I
have told him how good you have tried to be to me, but that I was
ungrateful and repulsed you."
Archie was shaking hands with Phillis, who seemed a little disturbed
at his entrance. He turned around and regarded the beautiful woman
with astonishment. Was this really Mrs. Cheyne? Where was the hard,
proud droop of the lip, the glance of mingled coldness and _hauteur_,
the polished sarcasm of voice and manner? Her face looked clear and
open as a child's; her eyes were brilliant with happiness.
Magdalene was in one of her brightest moods when she was most truly
herself.
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